Alright, I've a pretty good idea of who I am, and what I want/need by now, so I'm just going to lay it out in one pile and let people sort out what they think they can handle. I'm an introvert by nature, its not that I hate the outdoors or people, I just can't relax in public places, so I tend to keep to myself. I'm a game designer and currently going to college for my degree. I know, that sounds like every 14 year old boy without pubic hair's dream, except I don't just run around pretending I know what I'm talking about. As one of my professors here said, "You tell me you've got a good idea for a game, that's great... NOW DO SOMETHING WITH IT!" and that's just what I do. I create artificial worlds and populate them with artificial flora, fauna and civilizations.

I'm not going to demand all of your time or anything, in fact I probably will only ask that you do spend some time with me, I understand work and school and family take up time. I tend to get jealous a little too easily, so if your best friend is a guy, I'd like to meet him, if nothing else just to help me sleep better at night. I've been called a lot of things, and nothing much bothers me, my only fear in life is to be obsolete, un-needed. So please, if you're still interested, just don't disappear for hours at a time without at least sending me a text saying "hey I just ran into an old girlfriend from school, I'll be back in a bit we're going to lunch." or whatever the case is.

I don't go out and party much, in fact I never do. I've been to three concerts ever, and no clubs or bars after normal dining hours. If I have free nights I spend them inside doodling with photoshop or game editors ( http:/lawlessfighter.deviantart.com/ ), watching thought-provoking movies or playing video games by myself or with friends, examining all the little intricacies that make the world work. I'm very idealist when it comes to some areas of conversation. If you want to get me ranting, ask me about government, religion, alternate universes, physical improbabilities/anomalies or the media. But if you do, please have an open mind, because I'm very opinionated, and if you get me ranting and then tell me you hate my ideas, arguements will ensue. And I hate arguing with people, debating is fine, but I hate arguing.

I need physical contact, I've gotten very used to having someone there to hug and cuddle, and sometimes more. So if you're shy or like to tease, that's fine, but please don't push me off every single time, that's just cruel.

What I'm looking for: as far as physically goes, doesn't matter, I don't care what you weigh, your ethnicity, your height, none of that matters. The only thing that matters about your body is that its a part of you, because I can find something beautiful in any body I'm sure. In most cases, the more Love there is, the more attractive I'll find you. Beauty radiates from inside, so just keep the smile and there isn't a woman in the world more attractive to me.

Something important, I can't handle someone with a big complicated social network all your own. I know that sounds stupid, but let me explain: If I get to talk to you 15 minutes a day four days out of the week because you're too busy with friends and family, I won't be able to handle the neglect. I can share, but I can't just be a distant side-show in your life's circus. I'd like a little more attention than that please.

I have mood swings like anyone, but the worst thing you can do is leave me alone. If I'm pissed off, I need someone to sympathize and tell me I'm right, you don't have to lie, find the things I'm right about, I'm sure there's something, and focus on that till I've worked off the steam. If I'm depressed, I need someone who'll tackle me and scream that everything's gone be just fine, stop ****ing! And then slap me across the face, tell me she Loves me and kiss me. I'm both submissive and dominant, its a passive aggressive that I use through life, so I need someone who won't over-dominant the situations where its not necessary. Dragging me along sometimes is fine, I'll admit sometimes I need the swift kick in the rear to make up my mind. But if every decision I make and every opinion I have is constantly challenged, I probably won't respond well.

Oookay, so that's pretty much my worst possible points to my personality, um, if you're still here reading, I'm hoping that there's hope for us heh. I don't really like to toot my own horn and I think a person's best qualities depend on who you're talking to. So if you want to know what's the best about me, I'd rather you formed your own opinion about that by talking to me. :)

So I know that probably was very serious sounding, but when it comes down to real life talking, conversations back and forth, I'm a lot less serious. I just get very serious when I analyze things, because I like to try to be as unbiased as possible. Get me talking and you'll see that I've got a sense of humor, it just requires a little getting to know each other. I'd rather make fun of someone when I know a little more about them :P

Lol, okay, so I've found a new topic that I rant about, me XD. If I haven't scared you off, send me a message, odds are you're as crazy as I am, heh, and we just might get along.

Oh, just another little tidbit of random information about me that might tell you a little more. I don't use mail filters. I don't use them because I'd rather sift through piles of garbage than accidentaly throw away a diamond :3

Classics are usually best for first dates, since everyone is avoiding stepping on others' toes, it provides a nice place to avoid uneeded problems. Dinners, movies, walks, videogames, any combination of the above. There's plenty of time to get wild and crazy later :P best to make a good sane first impression before letting them know you're actually quite insane.