See me as a person not an image because if you do you'll never know me and I won't go out of my way to show you. I'm far more than some appearence and I look at people the same way. If I give out that kind of respect than I expect the same and if you can't meet me on that level then we shouldn't speak, I'm more than what your eyes see. I am the fourth oldest of 8 kids, 3 older brothers, 1 little brother, and 3 little sisters. My mother believes in adoption and froster care and after she gave birth to me, her last pregnancy, she began to adopt. Making sure me and my brothers were old enough and mature to take on the responsibilities of welcoming new people into our home and family quite frequently. It has been an amazing gift to be an older brother to children that haven't really had family, love, or older siblings. I have really grown over the years and continue to do so because adoption and froster care has been apart of my life for so long and know because of it that in the future (distant future lol) I am going to be a great father. But if I was to be a father today I would be thrilled. I am someone who wants to discover myself and all around me to the fullest because learning yourself, those around you, and learning in general never ends at any point in your life. If it does its because you have closed yourself off and have killed the intrigue of life itself and I seriously believe that. A good way to describe me is by the nickname close friends call me by which is "Scare Bear." Yes its cheesey and I tell them not to call me that but its a very accurate description of me i suppose when the reasoning is described. My friends say that while I appear very big and scary to a lot of people the fear doesn't last at all once you speak to me. Once you get to know me and spend time around me you realize that I am one of the greatest people to know and I am very genuine and caring and you can't help but want to hug me. I love movies, tattooes and piercings I think they are both amazing forms of art and self expression. I am a advocate of self expression through body modification, art, individuality in its many various forms. I plan on getting piercings redone and quite a few tattoos so if you don't like that then we probably shouldn't talk. Music is definitely to me one of the most powerful forces of life in this world and it means a lot to me as a fan and as someone who wants to make their own music one day. Lifestyle wise....eh I lead a different lifestyle, I am goth and love the subculture. Its all about inner expression with me in life and goth is my form of inner self expression. Notice the word expression appears a lot so far in this description of myself lol...its a big deal with me and I admire others who truely believe in self expression. If there is anything you want to ask about me being gothic, please feel free to do so I don't mind at all and I am not easily offended.

I really like new advances in technology, I am a philosophy junky, I appreciate seeing things in life right now that maybe I wouldn't have paid much attention to before. I will be absolutely stupid to make myself or someone else laugh. I love video games, but I know when I need to put the games down and be serious or pay attention, I watch cartoons because they still can make me laugh, I sing my orders at drive throughs at fast food places sometimes to amuse myself or to hear the person taking my order laugh and wonder what the hell is wrong with me. I love walking late at nightbecause it gives me a chance to enjoy the world without a lot of people around and also enjoy the silence. I also really love having company on my walks as well so if we share that in common, + 2 brownie points added to your total score. I gain knowledge for myself not to brag about it, I am intelligent, but I'm not a snob. I don't like to be over serious or arrogant, I would rather not live with some stick up my ass and just have fun. I can be a big kid, but that doesn't mean I don't conduct myself with a certain level of maturity when a situation calls for it. Life is more enjoyable when you let go of everything and just live, have fun with life! No restraints or boundaries no matter what!


goals:
I plan on returning to school this fall at UNC for theatre, literature arts, and film.



Ummm Ummm I dunno what else to say

I rock your face off!
I love to joke around and I am very sarcastic so if you can't deal then see ya.
My friends and my family are very important to me in life no matter what.
If you are all quiet and don't speak I am the person in a room being loud and trying to make people laugh and yes...if you're ticklish and try to be quiet.... be on your guard. HAHAHAHAHA......er.....ok I am done doing that.....or am I?? HAHAHAHA ha ha eh
I am into tattoos for sure I think its an amazing form of art
and........and.......
I am crunk sh*tlike this guy Whoop! Whoop! Hahaha! Yeah! eh....lame
So....So.. ah hell anything else just ask me. Thanks for checking me out!!
AHHHHHH RUN AWAY!!!! No crazy folks!!

I am always up for anything! I like to try new things as much as possible so I don't have an ideal first date, but I will say this. Going to the movies is not a good first date, you don't get a chance to really talk and get to know one another. So something like getting coffee or something like that would be great.