O.k.,so took a break to think and decide what I want. Want and get are two seperate issues but it is late and maybe this will put me to sleep.I really want to get back to the country.I have to be a social butterfly for work but I am really kind of sick of traffic,the hoards of people and the obtrusive noise of living in DFW.I want to get back into decorating cakes and confections but bartend to pay the bills.I have lived ALOT of life but feel the best is yet to come.I don't want anything complicated or reminicent of a Hasbro game.I am able to adapt to any scene and find the variety of situations,people and experiences have given me a very broad understanding of the world around me.My life has been anything but traditional but the country girl inside of me would love to find a country boy. I come across as a very outgoing,take charge,opinionated kind of woman and I am but find the most joy in spoiling those I care for with my very traditional heart.My mind tends to be going constantly and I need art and learning in my life everyday to feel at peace,so,luckily I have ample interest and hobbies.If I am spending time with someone I am very affectionate and nurturing but I do need a balance that allows for personal time and space.Passion isn't just a word it is a way of life.I found this looking over random profiles and it was so funny had to "borrow"it.

THE MEN'S GUIDE TO FEMALE ENGLISH. (Guys note it next time you date a lady)

We need = I want
It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now
Do what you want = You'll pay for this later
We need to talk = I need to complain
Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to..
I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron!
You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot
You're certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about?
Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs
I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep
Do you love me? = I'm going to ask for something expensive
How much do you love me? = I did something today you're really not going to like
I'll be ready in a minute = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV
Is my butt fat? = Tell me I'm beautiful
You have to learn to communicate = Just agree with me
Are you listening to me!? = (Too late, you're dead.)
Yes = No
No = No
Maybe = No
I'm sorry = You'll be sorry
Do you like this recipe? = It's easy to fix, so you'd better get used to it
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Ladies, dont worry..I know I should be fair with you too. So the following english guide is for you (may be you already know..)

THE WOMEN'S GUIDE TO MALE ENGLISH

I'm hungry = I'm hungry
I'm sleepy = I'm sleepy
I'm tired = I'm tired
Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Can I call you sometime? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
May I have this dance? = I'd eventually like to have sex with you
Nice dress! = Nice cleavage!
You look tense, let me give you a massage. = I'd like to have sex with you
What's wrong? = I don't see why you are making such a big deal out of this
What's wrong? = What meaningless self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now?
What's wrong? = I guess sex tonight is out of the question
I'm bored = Do you want to have sex?
I love you = Let's have sex now
I love you, too = Okay, I said it...we'd better have sex now!
Yes, I like the way you cut your hair = I liked it better before
Yes, I like the way you cut your hair = $50 and it doesn't look that much different!
Let's talk = I am trying to impress you by showing that I am a deep person and maybe then you'd like to have sex with me
Will you marry me? = I want to make it illegal for you to have sex with other guys
I like that one better (while shopping) = Pick any freakin dress and let's go home!

Something simple. I want to know the person I am going out with is holding my attension not the "event" but hey, we could totally go sky diving or horseback riding next time,right? :)