Hi, First off I would like to say that jesus is first in my life. I have searched for the fairy tale kind of life but, while searching I met a guy on yahoo personals, and here I am 42 years old and just had a beautiful baby boy this past august with this guy. Needless to say it didn't work out for us. But, I was told I would never be able to carry a child. And I now know what unconditional love is. I believe god gave me this baby because he is a miracle and the doctors said he shouldnt have ever been. So, I give all the glory to god for letting me borrow a angel from heaven and thinking enough of me to let me raise him. I have longed for the love of a child my whole life, and I have no regrets. It was a very hard pregnancy but, he was so worth it. As for someone in my life, I am looking just for friends to talk too. I have in the past looked for love in all the wrong places and I figure that this time I will let god send me who he wants in my life. I am a very caring and honest person who always gets hurt for some reason. But, through me getting pregnant with the guy on yahoo personals, I really cared for him, but, feelings werent mutual. So, if I have to live my life with just my baby, I will accept it and be thankful for what god has blessed me with. Through all this happening I gave my heart back to god and he blessed me with the love of my life. So, anyone I would ever go out with would have to know how much my baby means to me. I am very trusting but, I think that all the hurt I have been through I am a stronger person now. Sometimes we have to go through trials to appreciate the blessings. If you would like to talk as a friend. I (if my baby will let me) lol. They take alot of your time, but, I will try my best to get back to you. To all you looking for love, be careful cause your heart is a precious thing and it can be hurt easily. But, good luck in your search and may God Bless You! Always remember this, "Be careful if you make a woman cry- God counts her tears-the woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on- not from his head to be superior, but, from his side to be equal, under the arm to be protected, and next to his heart to be loved." Always be yourself no matter what or who you are, Remember thats who god wants you to be.

On a first date, I would probably like to go out to dinner and maybe a movie or just to set and talk.