(I'm having trouble with my pics,obviously. Gonna fix that soon. In the meantime I do have webcam for a decent view depending on the day...lol) I am a fun-loving,honest,faithful,loyal,and passionate woman who is looking for the love of her life.I would love to be married someday(oops,God forbid I might have scared somebody there...mibad)What is this"long-term" stuff? To some that could be a couple months!It seems like the more real someone claims to be,the more problems I have with them...lol Can anyone tell me why that is? No man-hater here. I gotta thank those men,cause hey,without them,I would have no crazy stories to tell...lol Where can I find a fun,smart,outgoing,sexy man who keeps his word and is easier to figure out than a rubicks cube? Also I think I am on a "Do Not Call" list somewhere,lol,cause the guys can't keep their word and call when they say they will. I keep hearing that women are complicated,but I can promise you I am not. I swear if I have to turn into a **** to find a great guy,then I will....lol Joking..... One other mystery I want to solve before the end of 2009-Why do I mainly get asked out by guys old enough to be my father or else young enough to be my son? A mystery solved for the men out there who for the life of them,can't figure out why someone who is from another state is talking to them....duh,have you ever considered that she might move if you are the one? Really guys,some of this stuff is just 1+1=2! I gotta tell ya,sometimes I dont get it. Once a guy told me I had too many friends and suddenly stopped chatting with me. The very next week,someone else told me I was too needy,just cause I mentioned I was having a rough time with the empty nest syndrome! I have been tempted to pull my hair out,but it is too beautiful. :) Does anyone else feel this way? I just want a "real" man(my definition may vary from yours) to spoil rotten.I promise I can turn any bad day into a good day! I give great massages....and more. Is that too much to ask? Ok,I can't let you in on ALL my secrets,so I will quit for now....

What is a date? I am not sure I remember....... sigh......... lol