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About Me
Firstly I want to thank everyone close to me, everyone who has been there to get me back up on both feet when I've been down and really, really stuck. Thanks for being there for me, especially through the hard times and supporting me, you all mean a lot to me. Where do I start....I'd say I'm a deeply spiritual and passionate person, though I know I don't come across as that when talking most of the time lol. When I'm really passionate about someone, the feelings you get can be immense. Say your laying besides someone you care about and they're sleeping besides you and you watch them sleeping peacefully, its so beautiful, moving and natural. Or when you hold them in your arms and you feel its your home and no where else matters, its an inner warmth that cannot be controlled and the memories you get, stay with you for life. I guess a weakness of mine is that I reminisce too much instead of looking forward. I always look back on the past and like to relive happy memories instead of trying to make new ones. I think the best things in life are free and money can never buy them. Where do I begin..I love the different aspects of Goth Culture; clothing, music, art, poetry, writing. I like the fact it promotes originality and creativity in a world full of mostly boring, repetitive greyness. I like the different types whether it is Cyber, Victorian, Medieval, Romantic, Industrialist or any other type. I like the PVC, Corsets, Coats, the Boots, I could go on and on, the main thing is when people put their own unique ideas together and create their own styles and aren't frightened to express themselves. With life, I do tend to see things in a darker light, since I was younger, I always have, I do go through tough periods every so often, but most of the time, I believe in trying to keep upbeat and being positive, making jokes, people laugh. Even if it means making an idiot out of myself just to make someone smile, I'd gladly do it.
Cyberpunk is a theme I love, books, games and films such as Blade Runner, Deus Ex, Neuromancer..etc. Its something that grabbed my attention at a very early age and it has always interested me deeply. I like the dark futuristic setting, the fact that there are no taboo's that can't be broken, whether its about drugs, sex, politics, religion or any other in depth topic. Its edgy writing, there are no limits and anything can be discussed. I can honestly see the point where Humans and AI are going to cross. We only use 10% of our brains and I think Human Advancement is something we still have a lot to see of. I think also Cyberpunk is like hypertheticals, what would happen if this happened, or if that. I like Technological Advancement. When a new gadget comes out and it revolutionises the world and takes us a step forward into the future. Computers, Mobiles, Portable Devices, Consoles. I like trying out a gadget, seeing what it does and getting the most out of it, also if you try other things to. I suppose I could be defined as a Cybergoth to some extent with my love for the Goth Culture, Cyberpunk, the Future, Technology, Computing and many other aspects fused together, but I'd say I like the other apsects of the culture to especially the romantic side.
Musically, I like a lot of Industrial/Electro based music especially Aggrotech. I like dancing to the chunky beats and the electric riffs that soar in one ear and out the other. It really gets my adreanline going. I'm a bit of an adreanline Junkie, whether its dancing, being infront of a lot of people, things like that. Also I like indus, EBM, Batcave, Darkwave, the odd bit of 80s, Alternative etc. When I'm home I like to relax, take my boots off and listen to some chilled ambient or shoegazer music that helps me to unwind a lot.
Programming is something I do the most in music, but I like to have a go at everything, I've got my own guitar in my bedroom, but I absolutely suck at it. As well as writing music, I like to write songs and poetry. It really helps to express yourself in words, to get things off your chest, to unwind and to speak from the heart. I tend to write a lot about Love, Death, Politics, Religion, Life, Philosophy, War and many other subjects that I feel passionate about at the time. I'l go weeks without writing a song, then all of a sudden in the space of an hour I'l write four or five, its like it just hits you on the spot and you just get focused. I find poetry tougher, because I usually write poems to people on rare and special occasions, so I want it to mean the most I can before I give them the poem. I want to give it everything so I know there isn't one bit I missed out. My first project called Liberation began back in 2005. Its a solo project, mainly a mixture of Industrial, Electronica and Ambient, please check it out if you have the time thanks. www.spam.com/liberationmusic I like to help other people with their music in anyway I can. I've done some music and helped people to write songs. At the moment I'm in the middle of forming a band with a few close friends and also, carrying on working on my other side project Catalyst. If you like what you hear, please just send me an email, also please please give other people my spam address...it'd mean a lot, thanks.
I like drawing, but I'm not that good at it. I like various types of art, especially Fantasy art, Angels, Fairies, Dragons, the type of art you can tell straight away that someone has put a lot of work and imagination into it. I like a lot of Fantasy based things, such as Lord of the Rings, Conan, the Neverending Story, RPGs. I think Fantasy is a great way to escape from the real world into another world thats only limited by your own imagination. Dragons, Elves, Orcs, Wizards etc...I love Luis Royo's art hes one artist I really admire. His vision is excellent and his work is beautiful. Also I love Victoria Frances art to, her work has a lot of detail and you can almost feel the presence of the people she has drawn, coming at you.
I like to write stories, at the moment I'm in the middle of writing a futuristic based story called Dystopia which I've been working on for two years. Hopefully in time I'l have written more. Photography inspires me to, along with Art, I like pictures that are taken which give off an atmosphere. I like pictures of serene, landscapes, of nature, ones which look beauitful and make you feel a certain way. Ones which draw you in. I guess I like to try my hand in a bit of everything. I'd rather do several things than stick to just the one. I think it makes life more interesting. Philosophy is another subject that interests me deeply. I like the theories and the reasoning. Whether its the Meaning of Life, theories of Science vs Religion, Reincarnation, Space, Time, Adaptation and the debates they entail. Sometimes I end up coming up with my own theories. I do think if you think about Philosophy to much it can give you a huge
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I'd do what they wanted, its the gentlemenly thing to do and I believe in things like that. Opening the doors for a lady, letting them go first, giving them your coat even if your cold.
For a date, I'd go absolutely anywhere, I don't think it matters as long as your with that person, it doesn't matter. If I picked and it was up to me, I'd go for a walk in a park, somewhere serene away from all the noises of the inner city. Or if they wanted to go to town I'd pay to buy them food and go wherever they wanted to.
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