jessilka | 18 | Leamington[519]| hometown | way out of your league: intolerable, rebellious, impatient, and completely impossible, negative and you still can't seem to get enough.

i'm everything i wish i wasn't, and nothing i say i am. i might dissapoint you. it feels so ****ing good to know, that i have changed. to know that i'm not the same girl any of you knew back when i was here last. to know that i have grown, stronger, braver, slightly more clever, individual and still just as impossible and maniacal as i was then. but i'm getting on to & over more things, easier, making up my mind, finally figuring out my heart.

for a small person, i sure have a hell of a lot to say. all i really want to do is smile, live life, lay low and play soccer,hockey&lacrosse until i can't anymore. i'm down for anything involving fall,summer&winter, parties, my best friends, bonfires, extremely late nights, having the tightest jeans, last minute plans, shopping doing and saying whatever the **** i please, living, learning, loving, and changing. i am completely capable of anything i set my mind to. i have 9 piercings 6 - in my ears 1- monroe (upper lip) 3- nose 4- used to have my belly pierced.

My goals in life have always been since i was little are - meet hilary Duff, finish school, go to college, have a family, meet the right guy, get married, go to the olympics, travel around the world. i set my mind to those goals i don't care how childish they are i keep my mind set to them. and hoping to accomplish.

I am currently single, hoping to find the right guy on here that will treat a girl with the respect she needs. hoping to find a guy that will respect me for who i am, and not for somebody else. I'm hoping for that special person to love me as much that he can.

yes, i do have a son. his name is Kohen and he is 5 months old. i love him so much. he is my life and nothing less.
if guys can't accept that then thats there problem not mine. because my son is my everything i would do anything for him.

i'm totally myself i'm not a fake i don't have to pretend i'm someone i'm really not, i mean whats the point of that, you can't be someone your not forever. So why not be yourself and if people don't like that then they can go **** themselves.
**** the haters. the ***holes. the players. the cheaters. the dramaqueens. the ****es. the posers. the liars. the hypocrits. the backstabbers. the selfish. the fakes. the sh*ttalkers. the narrow minded. the people who pretend to be your friend. the people who don't appreciate you. live life because you onyl got one to live.

Thats all i can basically think of,
If you need to know more just ask.

I would like to go watch a movie.
Mabye go out for a nice diner.
We could go bowling.
Walk on the beach watch the sunset.
Or go whereever he wants.