"To love someone else is to love you first."
"If you believe in death you're certain to die. If you believe in love you're always alive." -Our Lady Peace - "The End is Where We Begin"
"Finding Beauty Within The Chaos." -Jessica Mahoney (ME!)
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is to love and be loved in return." -Moulin Rouge!

The name is Jessica and I begun my corruption, in a good way, on March 28th, 1986. I am a person who is forever learning and forever growing. We all have are ups and downs about ourselves but I choose to look on the plus side of things now adays. I'm sassy, funny, noble, and most of all, me. For those who don't like it, then you might not want to continue reading this, let alone get to know me.

Primarily I am an open book. A couple things you should know.
1) I do have issues, but who doesn't! Feel free to ask me on them.
2) I'm bluntly honest of my feelings and opinions usually, but I'm realizing that people do have boundries. If I cross one, please feel free to tell me so.
3) I take things way too seriously at times, I'm really trying to loosen up more
4) My sense of humor sometimes can be cynical and sometimes sounds like I'm serious when I'm not.
5) I tend to be pretty quiet at first until I get comfortable, then, as people have said to me, "blow their minds". Lol.

WalkinCntrdcti0n is what they call me in this online world since 2002. I've also been known to go by Lavida40, MoonAngel86, and my favorite, AlwaysInRepair.

MUSIC is a major part of my life. I am an inspiring singer/songwriter. I love alternative music. My favorite band is Our Lady Peace. I love hanging out and going to karaoke. I always wanted to do something with music. I want to sing, write songs, make music videos. Everything. I have a solo project where I'm doing songs I do in karaoke. I inspire one day to make my own music.

MY BIGGEST MUSICAL INSPIRATION is RAINE MAIDA(Our Lady Peace). His band is my favorite as well. He is the greatest songwriter and singer in my mind. His creativity inspires me and I hope I can be half the singer/songwriters that they are. He's helped me through tough times in my life and continue to help me expand my mind when it come to my writing and my singing.

MY FAVORITE SONGS of all time are "Life" by Our Lady Peace, "Love Walks In" by Van Halen(aka Van Hagar. GO SAMMY!), and "While Oceana Sleeps" by Sparta.

MY FAVORITE SINGERS include Freddie Mercury, Steve Perry, Sammy Hagar, and Raine Maida.

I have been tattooed 7 times for 5 different tattoos. I see tattoos as representation of a time in your life and should be mean something when you get one.

I am a self-proclaimed video game WATCHER, I think eventually I'll actually try to play some. Still love those make your own character types!

I enjoy comedies and musicals for movies, such as Happy Gilmore and Moulin Rouge. I'm fascinated with nerds, magic, fantasy, tarot, runes, and fairies, dancing, writing, meaningful lyrics, and much more..

Friends are always a good thing to have, but don't forget to have love for you as well. I'm a believer in being comfortable being alone as well as with a group. I'm working on this currently.

Any relationship friendship or potentially romantic, I have have summarized in 5 things. 1)Acknowledgment.
2)Acceptance.
3)Communication.
4)Adventure.
5) Appreciation.

When in a romantic relationship, I am a monogamous person.

Pretty much what I want is passion, excitement, reality, truth, hope, wanting something for the future, and most of all acceptance for who I am.

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