I miss that feeling of waking up & having that certain somebody on your mind, and spending free moments of the day thinking about how to make them happy and then going to bed feeling satisfied. I long for the awkward butterflies in my belly because I'm so in infatuated with this one person that they may not feel the same..but it's soo worth it putting yourself out there just for that feeling in that moment in time.I'm self sufficient & independant.I'm not jealous and don't do well with others who are..which may be why I'm highly allergic to clingy people.I think passion is like a fire easily smothered when not given enough space. 1 text throughout the day to say hello is differemt from 20 while I'm trying to work.I don't need a man,but I desire one.I'm not saying i want to run off & get married because i don't know that i'd ever do that again, but i'm finally ready for something more substantial.Where are the men who send flowers...wether their hand picked or not...where are the men who are not retared when it comes to talking about their feelings/opinions...where are the men who are not afraid of a woman expressing herself be it thru gifts,personal attention,sarcasm or touch...wtf people?lol

I love guns,boxing,art,music,philosophy,putt putt golf,road trips,an evening w/friends just chillin debating life,love,politics & religion with a sense of humor and some sarcasm. So combine all of that into one & you'd have a perfect date in my eyes! lol...I'm soo kidding. I dress conservative for work but I am an ex-punk rock girl so I keep my tatt's hidden for the most part.Most people would never think I have an I-pod full of punk/metal/jazz & blues and long for a back piece so don't be so quick to judge a book by it's cover!I am a good girl with a dark side but I do keep it in control but believe that's best done thru balance.What good would good be without a little bad?