I like to reverse engineer things.(take things apart and modify them to work the way i want them to)I ve always got a project going it keeps me sane.I like to ask people about life,politics,religion after i get a few drinks in them so they will be more truthfull.Im a silent person that observes everything and listens well only speaking when theres something to say.Im a cynical person you have to bare with me dont give up.Im honest and will tell it like it is but know when to keep my mouth shut.I like the outdoors and all things motorized they go together boating,watersports,trailriding,etc.I like chess too so there!....And yes i play video games on occasion. Im very good with making ppl feel a certain way.I am VERY empathetic which is my bane....Ive screwed up so many times i dont know what im looking for anymore.I know this though I dont want drug users,religious finatics,or crazy people who cut themselves and bleed everywhere to get affection.So suprise me if you can.Id rather have a friend for awhile so if anyone just wants to talk im here also.....Everything up to this point has been there for a while.Ive been seeing a married woman which really isnt me.The only reason i have been is i knew her from long ago and really care for her. I guess we both know its gonna go nowhere so im putting myself back out again. I want to meet someone that is for more or less settling not a on the go 24/7 type. I want someone i can spend time with.Someone who can joke and has a heart and a really great spirit.Im starting to look at the long haul but am prepaired to weed if i need to.I have someone i care for but she keeps me on life support and i need someone who could be more.I guess casual fun wouldnt be out of the question either. :) Im here if u just want to talk too or need a friend.I guess im open to anything and can leave it at whatever.As long as your strait with me ill be str8 with you .No reason to play games about wants.Im a really good listener and if u think im not paying attention 8/10 times i am(being a male i have to have a little margin for error).www.spam.com/mseanp1 also

I cant really remember what those are.If it was a go out thing im sure we would go eat and from there who knows.