Head of the household ,Father , Daddy, husband and life Partner. The freedom of aloofness has turned into the lonelyness of what I neglected to bring into my life :"REAL LOVE" , "FAMILY". I sought to fill my empty lonely heart with things and places . I was lost and found hope again through a program and finding faith in God. I have a desire for so much more.
I have no family and have moved often through out this country. I have many skills and experiances but not anyone to share them with . I have worked at understanding my history and changing the defects of character that plaged my past. I still like to be the man in charge and have a woman that complements me in a relationship. I want children though they dont have to be geneticly mine I would liket to have their hearts . I want to be Dad.
Returning to school and changing my life to find new hopes dreams and love has brought me from a place of being to busy to do much more than exist. Yet in this existance I still need the interaction and touch of a love. I value trust that is so hard to find. It has been quite a while since I was able to trust . I was hurt very deeply many times But I know to share that specal trust allows deeper penatration of sprit , of love and faith.
Who have I been? I have lived all around the US mostly out west and have done many things . I sail ski kite and even was a goldsmith . I designed computers built houses and even ran a resturant. I was a sound man with a regaae band in my university days. florida colorado tennesee illinois new mexico oklahoma texas maryland and now virginia

Coffee and conversation perhaps followed by dessert . A drive to the beach in the convertable or a quiet afternoon in ? so many choices