...you can choose not to play and brush it off by saying the odds of finding someone that you will at least get along with are horribly stacked against you OR you could end up playing and worse: find you've wasted your time going to dinner/coffee/other fun first date places; BUT your odds end up being worse not playing at all. I could add some crazy line about how some study showed that generally only poor people win the lottery and then they end up spending all their millions and at the end have nothing to show for it, but then you might think that my mind jumps from topic to topic, so I won't go there.

Yes, I'm getting around to rewriting my profile, so all you guys out there who thought the old me was lame AND messaged me just to tell me my profile was lame, yes, the me who wanted to be an A&P mechanic and own a husky and be a bush pilot in Alaska, who loved old ships, who was a nerd (but a hot one), who loved reading non fiction and Austrian economics (Rothbard and Mises all the way!), here's the rewrite. I rather liked my old profile - short and to the point - but evidently, it was lame. Wait, I'm only going to rewrite this profile until my hunger gets the best of me and then I must go eat.

Which is right now...I'll write more later! Did I mention I have a short attention span?

Ok. Back. Anyways, say hello to the rewritten me: I want world peace. I like holding hands, cuddling on the couch, drinking wine watching the sun go down, musing on the idea that life is beautiful. haha. Just kidding! Listen, I'm horribly cynical and am a definite realist. I think we should not give foreign aid to other poorer countries in the form of work that we are contracted out to do and in the form of loans that cannot really be paid back but instead allow our country to exploit their labor or resources. It's wrong. If we'd quit doing it, maybe world peace would be a tad bit more attainable. Don't expect on rushing off to hatch plans of marriage or of getting into a serious relationship when you meet me. Crazy people. Cuddling on the couch on the first date?! WTF? Why? sometimes I wish prostitution was legal. I'd have a penny for my troubles. Did I just say that out loud? Sorry. I'm over it if you are. Don't you think sex, especially if you've only met, complicates things and often messes with people's minds? Here's the thing: I don't have this picture of you and me being happy together in the future that I must chase after to keep me happy right now. I'm sorry to be brutal, but that's the way it is. I don't need an emotionally clinging person to hang around.

Well, I don't know if this addresses the lame part of my former profile. Hope it doesn't sound angry and bitter. Life is fun!

(i just want to talk. i'll listen too, but i like to talk.)