Im over halfway through my pregnancy. The father of my baby wants nothing to do with me and apparently is leaving the state.....

So if you're still reading, great. Before I got pregnant, I enjoyed going out, specifically getting dinner and/or drinks with friends, going to the bar, watching movies, go to the city, or anything spontaneous. Now that Im pregnant, I had to move back home with my parents because I can't afford to do this alone. But in this economy, who can afford rent? Its rough out there.

About me. Im 5'2'' and I feel like a cow. javascrapt:smilie('') Just playing, but its really annoying to start showing and nothing fits. Im pretty blunt and sarcastic. I say what is on my mind and usually pay the price for it. But I have never been the type to change who I am. I've never been the relationship type, but Im beginning to like the idea of being in a long term relationship. Im not going to sit here and type about how great I am, because I don't think any sort of internet contact can give my awesome personality justice. But seriously, I don't think you can ever know much about anyone until you sit down and talk to them. I believe in instant connections, but not love at first sight. I've never been in love and Im hesitant to let that guard down so I need a patient man. I may come off cold, but I do have a lot to give, I just don't think I can offer it to you in a box. I feel like I have so much to say and so much I could say to make myself sound like what could be the ideal woman, but Im not willing to take the time to do that or make you read it all!

I have a bachelors degree in psychology. Unfortunately, that seems to turned out to be a big waste since I have a job that consists of putting labels on paper...all day, everyday. But it's a job so Im not going to complain. I have a lot of goals set for myself, some I will just have to put on hold for my baby.

When it comes to the type of man Im interested in I like being around men who are confident, passionate, say what is on their mind, don't mind sitting in on a Friday AND a Saturday night (Im pregnant remember? I can't throw 'em back like I used to!). My ideal man has to be taller than me, Im 5'2'', so that shouldn't be hard, I prefer a man who is college educated, but that doesn't mean those who didn't go to college don't have potential to be the man for me. I think now that I am pregnant Im looking for stability. I need stability with a child in my life. This guy would be open with his emotions, and secure enough with himself that he can admit when he is wrong and tell me when Im wrong!

So if you message me, if I think there is potential I will write you back. If you see I read your message and I don't write back and it's been a few days, don't take it personally, it's nothing specific about you. Oh, and I HATE it when men type like they didn't pass the 5th grade and don't know how to spell properly...Im not a perfect typer or speller, but really, it's annoying.

And don't message me like "Hey, what's up?" or "How are you?" I know its not easy coming up with an email, but that just makes me think you didn't even read my profile and honestly, its a waste of time.

For a first date Im pretty much down for whatever, as long as I get the chance to get to know you