....PREFACE or introduction so to speak....
so while the following statement will hardly garner me
any brownie points...but what the PANCAKES...
...i cannot resists..is anyone on this site actually here
with genuine intentions or like actually care
to meet and maybe you know like get to know one another
or heck possibly date...
...or is this site just a voyersitic experiment
like "rock of love" but different?
...simply is there a cute girl out there
with cute elbows truly really cares to get to know one another
(err not all on the first date) but well co-exists..
...and if things are swell then go from there..

gosh who knows...

end of intro thingy...

i reckon....
....and i do reckon that there
are a lot of male smucks out there....

...ones that say:
"hey whatz up?"
or
"yor hot"....
"yo baby how you be....
their stellar vocab is impressive even in it's
confidence despite practicality....

and as a cracker jack prize
they add pics of their abs, muscle rides
...or really bad tats....
all in an effort to woo you.....

well i am the anti hero or
....anti male for that matter....

i'm a boy and make no bones about it...
...a neat-o boy for that matter...

i'm not really sure what to write here
....besides the generic....

...i mean i do like the outdoors....
it keeps me from me from being a hermit...

love my family and friends for they...
keep me from being a hermit...

going out to eat is fun also.....
...for it keeps me from being a hermit.....

music...movies....ice cream...shoes
....why yes do appreciate them...

my hobbies are dorky...
...yet they provide me with a
childlike joy and enthusiasm....

i'm a little different yes...
but good different....
....hope you are too or also....

damn grammatical correctness....
be great to speak someday without
fear of judgement....possible...?

i'm genuine...despite the slightly
apparent signal of self insecurity....

it's hard for me to fake it....
...even to fake it.... to make it...
...as the protagonist in my favorite book
deplores phonies and lousy characters....
....it spoke to this kido...

do not know what i want or seek...
....as i'm confused at relationships
....and how they seem
to be just game of emotions
...that rarely have good outcomes...

this past month alone.... my head cannot stop
spinning.... you girls can be this boy's
.....achilles heal....and sadly i think
i screwed up a beautiful thing or two...
...all in an effort not to get hurt or to hurt
someone else....

time is on no ones side....
...do you ever just stop and think about
certain moments in your life....
you wish to have back....to re-live them....
even if for the briefest of moments...

i do....
maybe that makes me weak..

i'm sensitive, i read, i shop, i cry and
look at the world with a smile...
.....yet my eyes depict something else...

i'm too smart for my own good.....

i'm human like you
that simply wants to love and be so...

care to chat...?...

...me


and yes i know i spelled your wrong...
(up above)
...did so for illustration purposes...

nothing says romance like mexican food and antique shopping...
ok ok nothing says romance like kite flying and potato picking...

or we could just go to the mall...

yes yes i'll be changing this...