Am I a real Star Trek 'nerd' fan? . . . Nah, I just play one in real life.

Unlike most: Honor, Dignity and Respect mean something to me as they are the only things worth fighting for - integrity - mine or hers. . . Its amazing how many women seek integrity in a man, yet when they find one with it, they misinterpret, integrity (by analyzing everything) for ego or arrogance. If you dont know the difference we can not be partners.

Analyzing what a guy means by what's said? I state what I mean as I state it, because I actually think about what I say. Most people today do not especially with all of the meaningless talk. When Zappa came out with the song Valley Girl it wasnt to elevate that type of chat - it was to point out how ignorant it was. Yet today, just over 20 years later, ignorance rules? Consider: what does a woman mean when she asks: "Does my butt look big in this?" That she seeks truth? Does anyone really comprehend reality anymore? I was raised as if I had been born at least a decade before my actual birth. Dad was born in 1917 and mom was born in 1934. Had I been born according to generation I would have been born about 1954/55. I actually try to be honest, and when I cant, it actually bothers my conscience. Isnt that how its supposed to be?

I am like no other man. . .and I can prove it - read this profile.
I never forget, thats right, a man who does not forget (events or dates).
I defend myself from what others show they think by their actions, imagine that.
I vindicate myself from negative gossip - Why? Defamation of my character is a smear on my integrity. If you cant understand that you cant understand me - or any other real knight out there. Yes I am a real knight: a Mason(Michigan), no it is not a religion, its the oldest fraternity (the knights templars 'can' be traced back to the original protectors of Jerusalem).

Religion: Kabbalian/Christian isnt one of the choices, which I am. For those who are curious? Kabbalah is Jewish based Mystic tradition. I also follow what Christ taught - curious isnt it that he stated "he who is without sin may cast the first stone" and yet he didnt? There are people out there today that verbally stone other people for a lot less. Gossip and lies rule today. Consider the Hebrew word, for which we get the English word, Gossip it has a numerical value of 666. What did I do a PhD in? Theology.

Most of the younger generation love with their crotch. Making love is a term the ignorant hippies used to grandurize sex. You dont love with your crotch you love with your heart - it aint below the belt - nor is it mind games.

Q and A:

"What did you think of the new Star Trek Movie?"
I liked it. An alternate timeline is a good way to have a stand alone show. Its how they should have done Enterprise and Voyager as they were 'touted' as stand alone.

"Why join a singles site?"
Many reasons; To defend her, and keep my word to her. I hope (for her sake) she sees the truth.

"If you've got something to say to Ilyana (Chadzia, kashri, iolyria, Rebecca, Miss E). Is this the best place to do it? ok, i am sure i will be sorry about this"
For right now this is the best place, yes. Its a long story. Just refer to the previous paragraph for most of the explanation. You cant be sorry for being curious - I have been sorry since 1999 for entering a chat room (and an RPG) with an open mind. For letting a brainwashed woman steal my heart. I am the one who is sorry.

"Did you tell her what you felt before, how much you care?"
Yes, I still care about her very much. Whatever I said was drowned out by the gossip that attacked me and brainwashed her. I got on line to cope with the loss of my mother who passed on in 1999, four years after dad passed on - the loss of my two best friends. I had hoped she would fill the gap made by them, but as yet its probably obvious its an open wound.

Normally that is dinner, a movie, and/or going for a drive and talking.

The following is for Ilyana/Chadzia.

Ilyana(Chadzia, Kashri, Ilyria, Rebecca, Miss E) if indeed you do know about this match making sight? If indeed you were ever here in the first place? (derwood.stephens was me) where as derwoodstephens(Yahoo) and portalpage(MSN) were never me (Alias Cap and Alias Kalin had portalpage I didn't). HerFarmBoy was not me after I closed that yahoo account (7-29-2004) Alias McMannan knew about that (which should tell you something). There were probably a lot more false aliases (identity theft) and if you (miss open mind) had simply talked to me. Instead of jumping to the wrong conclusion on Feb 2 (2004) this all would have been avoided. But nope you listened to the wrong people 'your friends' who never were yours or my friends - the events of Feb 10 (2004) prove that. Becky(yes thats one of the brats real name) actually said to me "you will never love again" in 2002. Ilyana do you have any idea what that points to? Who can you trust? Who can you trust to be who they really claim to be? If you take a good long look at what I have done - I really have kept my word to you. You must get your head out of the gossip to see the truth and realize it. Who was the only one to show you their ID when they stayed with you Ilyana? - - Me. Or had that never occured to you?

The following is for Alias Tenna Anderson:

If Ilyana(Chadzia) called me and said "she never cared about me" then yes 'Tenna' I would walk away. Alias Tenna: with the borrowed Identity of Jill Henes aka Jill Warner. The real Dr Henes is the one with the Ph.D. in Chemestry (its not what Ilyana/Chadzia may presume). Dr Henes makes her living consulting with companies concerning data validation and facts. Ilyana/Chadzia's so called friend 'Tenna' would never have brainwashed her against me if she was who she claimed to be - she would have realized the data alone proved (I do not quit and I never 'just walk away'). Funny how 'Tenna's' email turned up as a 'John Salengo' which is odd since neither match 'her' initals IIJ. Irma Iris Jiron does alias 'Kate'.

Worthless sadistic brats with their accusations and lies. No sense of value. No compassion. No integrity. Worst of all they wish to strip that value(Integrity) from anyone they come into contact with.