| | My motto in life is.
We are born a child
We die a child
We choose to be parents
Describe me….. In short I am a very complex piece of work.
Here is the long version:
In my younger years and into my twenties I saw myself as unattractive in fact I saw myself the way others treated me. I was blinded by an abusive childhood and abusive first marriage. I can honestly say I know the day my life changed. My first husband wanted a pack of smokes and couldn’t find them. I went to get them out of the freezer and when I turned he punched me in the face. My husband’s friend was living with us at the time and he walked in to the kitchen just in time to see it. As I was falling to the floor his friend caught me sat me on the floor and the proceeded to beat the sh** out of my first husband.
Who I am today: I am a survivor of all that life has thrown in front of me.
First I am a mother.
A birth mother to a daughter I gave up for adoption at birth when I was age 15. I am proud to have given birth to her, I did nothing wrong I was a child, age 14, when that happen it was the adult, aged 21, who should be ashamed! She may never know me but she is my first true love.
A mother to the son I raised from birth. He is all a mother could ever want in a son. I can say no more as no words could convey what he means to me.
Second I am a wife.
Note I did not say housewife as I did not marry a house I married a person. I love my husband and through his love he has taught me to love myself.
Third I am a Network Information Coordinator.
The person who Coordinates a system of computers, terminals, and databases connected by a network and the information communicated (as binary digits in a computer program) that produce specific effects, representing data, something (as a message, experimental data, or a picture) which justifies change in a construct (as a plan or theory) that represents another construct and is brings this into a common action, movement, or condition. LOL I am responsible for everything that has to do with a computer in my office.
Fourth I am everything else:
I stand tall and walk even taller. I must say that I owe a great deal of that to my now husband. (My ex-husband’s friend)
I finally can say, “I like myself.”
I know that any life that is worth living, is worth living to the fullest! I may at times get upset with things that happen in my life, but all I have to do is remember my younger years and nothing can even comes close to that living he**.
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