| | My name is of no importance, and as I write this, it seems like every sentence to follow this one wont be either.
I am not new to this site, and I know how it functions. I met the most brilliant person here once, but not everyone can be amazing forever.
I do have hope for other people here, as I do believe there is one other genuine person in the world.
I'm not rich, nor am I beautiful by any traditonal standards..I have a job that I don't like..but I do have hopes. I'll be comfortable in my life one day.
I am confident enough in myself that I know who I am and what I want. I also know what I don't want.
I'm a decent enough person to deserve a decent enough person. Someone who wont lie and who can have conversations about things.
I want someone who will enjoy going to the park with me when I feel like swinging..and someone who will swing too.
I want someone who will sit with me for hours listening to music and talking about whatever happens to come up.
I want someone who will tell me things when I ask, even for curiosities sake. I will do the same.
I don't want a husband immediatly, and I am not planning on spawning in the near future. I don't have children for you to take care of and very little baggage.
I do have a brain, and I want someone who has one too. I don't want to hear how smart you are in phrases like "I am really smart" or "I finished highschool".
Words are hard to follow when actions don't match. I'm an observer. I can see things.
I see through bullshit. I don't deal with it on a regular basis. I will give you the benefit of the doubt in certain circumstances.
I want someone who is sexually open in the sense that we can get it on and dig it together..not in the sense that you're open to boning every warm and wet hole to pass you by.
I want someone who can handle commitment. Someone who will show up to special events with me, just because I enjoy your company. Like my birthday, for example.
I don't want someone who thinks that money can buy my happiness or make me feel better.
I want someone that can eat food and enjoy it. I don't like eating food very often, so you need to take what I don't want and be comfortable with it.
I don't want someone perfect. Have flaws. Roll in them, show them to me. We are human, after all.
I want someone who can pick up on subtle drops of bands, songs, movies, albums titles, quotes of any kind, for the most part. Like in the last sentence.
I want someone who can giggle with me at stupid movies and isn't restricted to the most indie flicks and documentaries, like it gives you credit in the real world. I enjoy them too..but I also enjoy Superbad. It was funny.
I want someone who not only likes music, but can feel it.
I want someone who can feel anything.
I want someone who can give me advice when I'm in need of it. When I need support, even if it's about you.
I want someone who can't give me everything that I want, but who will try, and even if they fail, still be better than anyone else.
I want someone who doesn't care that I wont show my picture until I trust you're not an ahole. If my image is that important, then you aren't that important.
I want someone who can either eventually handle my shortcomings and appreciate them, or deal with them, or forget they exsist.
I don't want someone to think I'm amazing in every way.
If you are anywhere near to what I want, you'll be able to tell what kind of person I am just from what I do and don't want.
I'm looking for several things I haven't had before. Maybe not for love, but I'm open to the idea. I don't want what I have had before. |