Who I am is a girl who wants to be loved. I am not asking for the world just someone who will love me for who I am and not look down upon me for the mistakes I do make in my life..I am not perfect...I never claimed to be. I do make mistakes. I am not heartless and cruel..I hurt just as much as anyone else in this world when my heart is stepped on and shredded. I have my insecurities but who doesnt? I have bad habits... I am strong..but I am no steel wall...I do crumble sometimes. I get scared just like every human being in this world...But I dont think it is at all fair to be judged badly when I do...I am not God...Im not a mind reader nor can I perform miracles...I do my best to make things right...but my best is usually never good enough...I dont play games and I dont like to be played...I am not a trouble maker...I don't purposely try to get people into trouble just for the sheer fun of it..What would be the point of that?..What would I have to gain?..I am not 13 years old...Never put me on a pedistal if you only insist on knocking me down...With the help of my friends I do eventually pick myself up and continue with my life. I have been taught to love with all I have and to never give up. I have also been taught to never give in either. I forgive but I do not EVER forget! I believe in Karma..what goes around comes around...I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare that choice is yours...I believe everything happens for a reason...but I struggle to find those reasons..I believe God should be the ONLY one to judge me...I cry when I am hurt...I laugh when I am loved...I always try to find an explaination for everything and fight for myself when I know I am right. I love my family and my friends with all that I am...My mom and my sister are my best friends...They love me no matter what...Without them I dont know what I would do...My nephews are my world...They remind me of how simple and carefree life used to be...I miss my grandparents who were the greatest people on the face of this earth...They showed me what true love could really be if you were lucky enough to find it...I dont like being threatened and will come out fighting if you back me into a corner...I dont like being turned into something I am not...I dont like being lied to...I dont like being lied about...I dont like being plotted against..I dont like being set up...that the most evil thing anyone could EVER do!!..I dont like being dumped upon for reasons beyond my control or for being human...I hate being underestimated!...I dont like to be made to feel special when I am really not...Dont EVER belittle me just to make yourself feel bigger....Dont EVER tell me you understand my feelings and then turn around and stab me in the back...Be understanding of me and my fears...dont criticize me. Love me for WHO I am not what you think I should be...This is who I am...Take me as I am or dont take me at all!