| | I spend pretty much all my time thinking about work and when I'm not thinking about work I'm thinking about consciousness (that's not always a tautology, trust me!).
I'm absolutely terrified that I'm going to look back on my youth and realise that I let it pass me by. So I try to get out there and enjoy life, and not be so reclusive, and have relationships with other people. But I've been rejected so many times that I think I'm just too unmotivated now.
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