I will admitt that I have re written this profile a few times. I am having a hard time ariculating what I want some one to know who has never met me. It is a very hard way to actualy meet people. I am brutaly honest really you can ask me anthing. I will never try to hide or beat around the bush. I will tell it like it is.

I feel that life is to short to go to bed angry there is not enough time in the day to play head games. I like to do physical things. I train horses for a living I also like to work out run what ever. I enjoy trying new things as well. I can sort of play golf the main problem is that I want to kill the ball. When I do make contact it goes a long way but I am not consistent. I can hit a tennis ball I would probably really enjoy it if I played it more often. I am up to trying any sport honestly. I enjoy going out to dinner drink a bottle of wine. I am dying to find some one that will take me out dancing. Fun and easy going a very good sense of humor,dang I sound perfect lol.

My 11 year old son and I are very close. I am so proud and so lucky to have such a beautiful smart kid. All kidding aside he is way smarter then me. For the most part I have a fulfilling successful life. Full of love and prosperity but it lacks something. It lacks a wittness a special some one that I can share with.

I hope this site helps lead me closer to that person. I tell myself if you do not try you will never know.


Love is really a parodox it is responsible for everything good
and every thing bad all at the same time. How can we possibly define it in
tearms we can understand. Do you not love because it can hurt or do you
love because it is the best feeling you will ever have. How do you always
no which is which when it hurts and feels good virtualy together. Why are
we willing to love some one then take it away or why do we let some
one love us but not willing to love back. It makes the arguments for love
very muddeld and unclear. The symantics of love can be used in so many
different ways, not to mention how many different kinds there are and how
it really has no definiton of its own. How could my love ever be felt
or knowen in the same way as your love. It is crazy to think that a
word which can both be used so losley or so powerfuly is basicly what
governs our lives.Love is what brought us in the world and it
will certinly be their when we leave. It will for ever be responsible for
our accomplishments and failurs. Why will we be willing to die
for love while some one else is living with love. We are afarid
to live with it and with out it. I guess it is just one of those things
that makes humans realize how we are vunerable yet strong lucky but very
unlucky. Love has a life force all of its own we are for ever losing it but
always looking for it. We are willing to take many risks and chances to
know it. Would our lives have any meaning if we lived with out it? Finding
the one you love is such a small part of it. Keeping the one you love means
every thing.

Lets face it the best dates in life have been with people that wowed you. It does not matter if you are having coffee or a five star meal. The first date is important in the fact that it makes or breaks the seconded date. Truly and honestly the first date is the deal breaker for me. Come on you either have a connection or not. It is the seconed date that makes all the diffrence.