I am officially a national board certified teacher :)

so here it goes.... I'm a super sweet girl with a great head on my shoulders. Sometimes I have my head in the clouds, but I figure it's always good to dream sometimes. Im pretty simple and it doesn't take much to figure me out. I know how to take care of myself. and Im very independent. I like being with someone, but I don't have to be. I don't hold on to many things, I tend to forget, but it's a good thing. I take a lot of chances and I believe in taking a leap even if it means I'm going to get some skinned knees. My ultimate goal is to be happy cause if you are that, everything else falls into place. I wake up every morning and get to do something I absolutely love... I only wish everyone could have that... I feel lucky and blessed. I think words are important but what's behind them even more so... i follow thru on what I say cause I think it shows the kind of person you are i'd probably do anything for anyone if they needed it, i don't believe in giving up...many things are worth fighting for, i like to try lots of things, i'm slightly obsessed with football...i become that crazed fan for 4 hours every sunday, i want to feel that spark, i don't settle.... no one should.... you should keep searching until you find that thing that makes everything else worth it.... it's out there :)


Im, A Satellite Heart
Lost In The Dark.
Im Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start...

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
...Regina Spektor


Sometimes things don’t work out as planned…but they often work out just right anyways. Sometimes people are in your life for a reason… even if it is just for a short time. Sometimes there are just no more words to say… and that says it all. Sometimes life is just plain tough….but it makes you tougher too. Sometimes you can want for, but not realize all you have. Sometimes it seems like the same old thing…until you realize that it’s you who needs to change it. Sometimes it just isn’t enough.. but then, sometimes, it’s everything…..
..me

“In the name of the best within you, do not sacrifice this world to those who are its worst. In the name of the values that keep you alive, do not let your vision of man be distorted by the ugly, the cowardly, the mindless in those who have never achieved his title. Do not lose your knowledge that man's proper estate is an upright posture, an intransigent mind and a step that travels unlimited roads. Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it's yours.”"
-Ayn Rand

It's kinda like baseball... alot of times you are going to get up there and just strike out. Pitches come too fast, your feet aren't set, or you go at it too early. You are gonna get fooled a lot of times. Then sometimes you will get a hit, maybe a base or two. You don't get any further, but at least you got out there and got the feel for it. Maybe even one day, you hit a home run and you run all your bases. You score and it feels incredible, doesn't it? Enjoy it... cause sometimes even when you hit a home run, it doesn't always mean you win the game. And man, losing that game after you had such a high of hitting that homerun, is gonna hurt bad. But that's okay because there will be a next time when you win. You just have to keep trying and getting up to that plate... fate will help get you that winning game. But it can't do anything if you stay in the dugout and never step up to bat.
.......me