**If I don't message you back, it's probably because I'm NOT interested, get the hint, you look damn desperate. If you have no picture, send one please; you see my face, I'd like to see yours :). NO pervs, or you'll be blocked; simple as that.**

I am 20 years young.
I currently got a job as a teacher's assistant for 1st grade.
I also work at a Daycare and attend college full-time.

I love the movie twilight.
NO it is not the gorgeous guys in it or that he is a vampire.
It's the story line of the movie; how love is unbreakable between two people even though they are extremely different people.
It's that love finds people in the craziest of times, and changes perspective in life.

I'm currently a full time, broke college student.
I just got my AA and I'm currently taking online classes through BVU.
I'm more than likely moving to Council Bluffs next year.
I'm majoring in Criminal Justice and minoring in Psychology.
One of my biggest fears is selling myself short.
I am very determined.
And I love learning.

My favorite place on earth is..
California.
I hope to have tons of amazing memories there.
I'll visit someday.
but..
It just so happens that I love the place I live.
Iowa might not be the biggest state
And is far from being the most popular
But it is the place I call home.
It with holds some of the greatest people I have ever met.
I really don't know what I would do without them.

I love my family. my friends. my alcohol. my Titans. and my Cubs. ©
I don't deal with bullshit.
I will usually forgive you no matter what.
It's gotten me hurt more times than I want.
I haven't succeeded enough to make it worth my while.
But I haven't failed enough to quit.
When I fall, I do it hard.
Call me whatever you want.
I highly doubt I'll give a shit.

FUN JUNK:
--I thank God every morning for the "snooze" button on my alarm clock.
--I love summer, boating, & bbq'n.
--I have five tattoos and counting.
--I drive a 05 Dodge Stratus.
--I love riding on my brother's Harley Davidson Night Train.
--My cat, Bodacious, is the only man in my life. (for now, ha.)
--My car is MY baby, not your's; drive your own. :)
--I fall easily and let go hard. It's in my gene pool, if you have a problem with that, come up with some kind of chemical formula that will fix that.
--I lose sometimes, not because I'm weak, but because I'm strong enough to let go.
--I want to be successful. Not for riches and fame, but to help those in need and say I made a difference for a better tomorrow.
--I love to hang out and have a good time, always meeting someone new.
--I'm a go-getter. I like to experience new things, we only have one life.
--I am independent. I don't rely on anyone really because I feel like it's a part of the growing process to learn things from your own mistakes; and trust me I have made a lot, ha.
--Blueberry Scone. Anything that smells like Blueberry Scone will attract me like a fly to a bug zapper.
--I cuss when I'm driving, f-bombs fly, and it probably looks like I have tourettes.
--I sing horribly.. but I do it anyway.
--I'm a pro fisher; seriously :|.
--I'll kick your ass in Xbox360 ANY day; especially UFC or Madden 09, haha.
--I'm scared of cows, frogs, spiders, heights, and I can't swim.
--I might have a mild case of OCD. Ha. (ask me about it, it's a gut tickler)
--I have a secret obsession for Reese's PB cups.
--I have an addiction to soda/pop. I'm taking a big step and trying to sober up. Ha.
--My cereal of choice: Frosted Flakes! They're grrrrr-eat!
--I have a sweet pair of footie pj's. ;)
--I don't sing in the shower, I dance.
--I hate random sex, please just find someone you care about.
--I do things just to see if I can handle them.
--Only a few people understand why I am the way I am.
--Also I have the tendency to affect peoples lives in big ways. Weird I don't know.
--10 bucks says you won't forget me- PAY UPPPPPPP!

WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET:
Someone who understands, respects, adores, and can handle me. Someone funny but mature. Someone who can be them self around me, and isn't afraid to tell me how it is. Someone who tries even harder than before when I push them away, and loves just as much as me. If you give up on me, you're just missing out & most importantly someone who can make me smile without even trying.

I've met a handful of great people, and a truck load of crazy partiers. I try and surround myself with friends who have admirable qualities, such as being trustworthy, positive, loyal, driven, and know what responsibility is all about. Like I said, I have a ton of friends both party and real, but I'd love to meet more people and hang out, if we'd ever get the chance.
If you really want to meet me, I have very high expectations and so should you. I've been both blessed and cursed to meet someone who stole the the sentimental morning stars from heaven and my heart in the process. Because of him, I now know what love is capable of and what it truly means to want to put someone first in your life and make them a priority, which is both amazing and a scary thing to face for the first time. I also now know that timing is a wrecking ball that destroys one's chest of hope, leaving a void the size of Texas to fill.
I'm happy to meet new people and receive nice emails.

Jim Morrison said, “That's what real love amounts to- letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending- performing. You get to love your pretence. It's true, we're locked in an image, an act-”. The way I see it is, that's not just love, but life. People always say that they want to get to know someone, but do you really? All of the deep dark secrets, or just the pretty face? If you really want to know me, ask, or better yet come along for the ride. I can promise one thing, it'll never be a dull moment..