| | As I asume like most of you ladies ,I sat in front of this wondering how to start, what to add ,what not to add how to attract the right person/s for me and not waste anyones time. Only way is to tell it all leaving no skeletons in hopefully a brief and enthralling manner.
Two Shoes is a song by Cat Empire which describes who I am and want to be.Clare Bowditch's song "On This Side" is how I want my love to feel for me and I dream of the day I see I am a "Better Man".
In my previous life I married my high school sweetheart and for 20 years I was a faithful loving husband. We had our highs and lows but the highest happiness was the birth of my son with the aid of IVF and the lowest was the near death of my ex due to a misdiagnosede ruptured appendix and the long period of recuperation and therefore the need of IVF.
Well that's not entirely true the lowest was when I fell what I thought of was love/lust with another woman when I still loved my wife.I had worked very closely and professionally with this woman in 90's and found ourselves working together in a more closely but less professional job 8 years later in a living away from home situation.I actually left this job before I made my feelings known but due to a chance meeting soon after leaving well you can guess the outcome.
It has taken a long time for me to come to terms with the guilt I had because I was so proud of my loyalty and faithfulness to my wife with the many temptations in my time playing league footy and as part owner and manager of some well known hotels in Adelaide.
My ex and I are able to talk without dramas now and I am sure we will always be there for each other if needed but I can honestly wish her happiness with her new life even though I avoid places where her and her new husband will be (much too long a story for here).In other words no emotional baggage now.
"But looking at the past can block your veiw of the future"
D.G
Well thats enough about me now lets talk about you(thats if you are still here).
I am going to post this now because i will be pissed if i somehow delete this and will add more later.
Back to you.There has to be a physical attraction.My past loves have been gorgeous to me.I dont expect you to have a perfect body because i dont(I am slim to athletic) but be able to enjoy bike riding,hiking.camping, wrestling and other physical activities.They have been dark skinned which is ironic seeing I am fair.Most important is a good sense of humour and a laid back attitude to life.
So if you have read this far and still interested great.I am great guy, havent a lot of material wealth butI do have a lot of love and good times to give. |
