I am a 51 year old female who recently became a widow, so I am new at this.. I feel alone most of the time I miss being in a relationship and I miss my husband very much...I'm looking for an emotional relationship...No head games please just someone to make me laugh and have fun with who is honest and caring... I am not all about a lot of make-up, I only wear heels on occasion... I'm more of a laid back natural woman...I'm surrounded by family... My children are all grown-up, however I have two amazing grandsons that I adore. They are absolutely the greatest gift that I have ever received in my lifetime...I love to spend time outside walking, working in flower beds, listening to the birds, watching the birds, hiking, playing with the kids.I love all types of music... and thats all that I'm willing to share at this time...