My whole life I've had in my heart to have a wife and children and just to be happy. I've stepped in a lot of crap along the way as a lot of us here have. I had it pictured that I would meet someone. Yes, she's pretty, but is she perfect? In my eyes, always. I envisioned me telling her I loved the way she smiled at me and looked at me and how she moved when she walked and the smell and touch of her hair. I envisioned pampering her and her appreciating everything I did and me wanting to do more for her since I love to please her. Making love to her was like the first time everytime. And then the day I would marry her would be the happiest day of my life. And then we would have had children and my son and daughter that she gave me would be the treasure of my heart, just like her. I would work hard for our family. I am meant to be strong for her. I would help her when she is down and sick. And when she grew old with me, I wouldn't see the face of weathered skin from time, I'd see the young beautiful woman I shared all this with, because she was mine. And I'd hope to God that I would be with her again in heaven and there would be no more pain or suffering from this world again for us with our families. At least this is what is in my heart. So what's wrong with this picture? I don't know that it exists...

It hurts me so bad to burn in the flame of my own heart. And that's a hot place ladies. The woman I want isn't the perfect picture, she's maybe even irregular. Like a piece to a puzzle. But I would be so complete then. There is just something about her, if I could ever find her. I want to be the same for her. Having deep emotions like this is about the most cruel thing ever if you don't have the match. If you think this is you, write me...try me.

Depends on the person. I am usually someone that wants to talk, and wants to be comfortable, so whatever that may entail. I guess a first date would be more talk- oriented, maybe some fun included and some laughs are nice to break the ice. I have no expectations, just to get to know you!