Good Morning my love, I was just laying here listening to you breathe as you sleep. I was waiting for your beautiful eyes to open, so I could tell you how much I love you. We've done and seen so much; and, I'm so glad you are here with me. I can't imagine experiencing this life with anyone else but you. I know you heard this just yesterday; but, you are the most beautiful woman my two eyes have ever seen. You make each day more special than the last; and, I thank you for believing in me; needing me; loving me.

Everywhere I look I am reminded of you; whether it's toward the horizon, and that spectacular sunset; or, toward the heavens on a starry night. When I hear certain songs on the radio, images of your beautiful face flood my mind's eye; and, a warm smile lights up my visage. The sound of your voice is a melodic symphony, a masterpiece reserved just for my ears; I could stay here forever just listening in this place built for two. You were the architect, and I was the builder. Stone by stone we constructed this temple; and, now we have a place all our own, to celebrate our love.

Though we are two bodies, separated by gender and perspective; you allow me to see the world through your eyes; and, I allow you to see the world through mine. This brings us closer together, to the point where I can no longer tell where I end, and you begin. I will never be alone wherever I go; as, you are always right here with me, in my heart, and in my soul. I will live each day as though it is my last with you; this serves to remind me that I never want to take you for granted; I never want to forget to remind you each and every day how much you mean to me; I never want to be without you.

I will always put you first, before all else; because I truly believe that this is the path to everlasting love. We were not brought here to this Earth, this existence, to languish in selfishness; we were brought here to share ourselves completely, I will always be right here beside you, to hold you when you are frightened or hurt; my soft caress will remind you that you are not alone; and that someone cares for you so selflessly. Though you may be vulnerable, you are completely safe in my arms. You are so beautiful to me, in every way; you have taught me what it means to be truly alive. I want you, I need you, I love you...

P.S. Where are you?....

I am a hope-full romantic. I want to believe that love is the most powerful force in the Universe; the force that binds molecules together, shapes galaxies, and holds this tiny blue planet in orbit around the Sun. The same force that may bring you to me, a discovery for the ages; a love so powerful that it can alter time and space. Despite the trials and tribulations of life, I will never let go of this philosophy; I can't. I abhor dishonest people; love is not something to be taken trivially, and my time is like most, limited. I'm not going to lie to you; so, please do me the same justice, by not lying to me. Balance, Harmony, and Equality.

Finding my 'true love' is my only reason for being. I refuse to be valued by my earning potential, or my material possessions; my true value lies in my capacity to give and receive Love. For this reason, I have chosen a path in life that is nearly void of the material. If you are looking for someone who has a lot of money, you will be disappointed; I will not be defined by what I do, or what I own; I am defined by who I am. On that note, I can tell you that I am an artist: I like to draw; I am a graphic designer; I am a musician, I play the drums; when appropriately inspired, I write poetry; and last, but, certainly not least, I am an actor. This is what I aspire to do for a "living"; but, it is not for money, or status; I do it simply for the joy and satisfaction it brings me. I regard with disdain that the world revolves around money; but, I am not stupid. I fully realize that without "some" money, I cannot exist; so, I have a job that pays my bills and allows me to pursue my acting. This is a difficult juggling act; I cannot have a regular 9 to 5 job like most. I need to be able to leave at a moments notice for auditions or rehearsals; and, there aren't too many bosses out there that will allow such flexibilty. Fortunately for me, I work for someone who understands and not only accepts, but fully supports me in my endeavour.

Ok, I need to say some things here that may get construed as negative; but, I need to say it, to be completely fair and honest. I don't find BBW women attractive; and I am sorry for that; it really pains me to say it; almost to the point that I feel ashamed; but, it is the truth. There is a reason; but, I don't have enough space to write it all here. I prefer women that are athletic; it's just the way I am. I know this seems shallow; but, I honestly believe we all must pass throught the shallow water to get to the deep. Some people live in the shallow; because it is safe and easy to get out of if something goes wrong; I prefer the deep; but, like I said, I can't get there without traveling throught the shallow first. So, if this makes me a jerk, so be it; I cannot control the way you think or feel about it. I just need you to know that there's so much more to it than appearing like a surface type person; I'm searching for the complete package, one that is right for me. So, I am sorry if I offended anyone with what I have said here; but, I needed to say it, so you know up front.

If I contact you, or you contact me, and we find some common interest or a "spark", I need you to know that I will want to meet you in person, sooner rather than later. I think POF is a wonderful way to meet people; but, I don't want to make a career out of it. I can assure you that you have nothing to fear from me, I am not a violent person; I am not capable of purposely hurting someone, be it physically, mentally or emotionally. I remember a time when being passionate about someone meant you were a romantic. These days, it seems the traits that were once reserved for the "romantic", now make you a candidate as a stalker or someone with "issues". Again though, I cannot control how you perceive me, I can only tell you that I am sincere and honest; the rest I leave to you to decide. I promise you, I will look like my pictures here; please do me the same courtesy of looking like yours.

I live by the "read and delete" philosophy here on POF. For me personally, it is the best way to say, "not interested". Here, like in life, we must accept rejection gracefully; so, If you send me a message, and I don't see a potential connection, I will "read and delete". I am up front about this if I contact you as well. I will say that if you are not interested, to just "read and delete" my mail; I will understand; Why force each other to say "why" we don't think it will work, there are no words that will make this any easier to accept; so, why bother, just "read and delete". To this, I must add that I'm not telling you what to do; please just do me the favour of deleting the message I send you, if you are not interested. I'm not going to write you back a scathing diatribe of how stupid you are, or that you are missing out on something 'awesome'. It's just if you don't delete it, I will think you might have an interest, even if you don't. I don't think it's too much to ask; just delete it, simple.

About you; you hopefully have read everything here and understand and accept the fact that this is who I am. I wanted to be as honest and open as I can here; so you know what you are getting into if you decide to contact me; or, if I contact you. I have nothing to hide and I do not play games; I hope that you are the same. I want to drop a stone into your soul and listen for the sound when it hits bottom; hopefully I will never hear it land.

Sincerely

Scott