Hey . I thought it was time to change or the word that is correct " Edit " my so called profile So how do I say the things I want to say, or rather update myself, along with my profile, and as usual, I wonder if what I just said made any sense to anyone but me. Well I,m the one who knows what it means, and that all that should matter to. But I know that isnt true. I always hated these things, because it,s like we are trying to sell ourselve,s . If that is what they are for, what kind of person is gonna put something like " I,m a nut, I,m depressed, I hate myself, I,m not over weight, I,m just big boned, what ever that is really suppose to mean. I have big bones. How does one even know how big their bones are, and does that make you big. But all you read, i,m fun , great personality, pretty or beautifull, and a body to die for. Let,s be real, and by that truthfull. We all have something or somethings that are good about oneself. After all, you may have a body to die for, but you not be the best looking women in the world. Who care,s about looks to the point that you wouldnt go out with a man or women .Afterall we are not in highschool anymore, and at most of our ages, and I can already hear you all saying " Not me " but I think what we look like at this time, it,s the real thing, and with out makeup, more or less, whatever the case may be, what you see is what you get. Least us women have that on our side. If we are over weight, and it,s such a big deal, that can be taken care of to, but the rest is who we are. If we mean and grumpy. or we have depression or whatever else your hideing in your closet, that closet door will have to be opened at some point. I know mine would open because it,s to full that sometimes I have to shove it shut because of shopping . Yes, that is just one of my skelton,s. I tend to buy something, needed or not for who knows what reason. Not because I really needed it. Just because it might say 50% off, in the cart it goes, and then there have been times I even forgot I bought it, and when I clean out my closet, there it is, tags and all.So I,m being honest, I shop and spend to much money on things that I might never see or wear ever, just because of a sighn, and it happens to fit. From now on when I see something like that, I,m not gonna buy it at that time. I,m gonna wait and give it a couple days and if it is still in my so called mind then I will buy it, and if it,s gone or they dont have my size, I didnt or wasnt suppose to have it anyway. What else can I tell you anyway, because afterall we are suppose to make ourselve,s look good. Ok, Looks, I,m quite comfertable with my looks. I use the word comfertable in this way. I do like my hair color, and being blond, it,s hard to find someone that has real blond hair , but mine is real. I do get highlights though, and thats my preference. But it,s not like my roots would show when the highlights fade. My eyes are blue, and I do like them also, but if one has blond hair , I never saw anyone with brown eyes. Mabey I just havent noticed enough of eye,s, but from my reading blond hair and blue eye,s are like salt and pepper. You cant really just have pepper on the table, there has to be salt there too. I wear a size 2 to size 4, depending on the make and style of the clothes and who makes them. See by all my shopping, ive learned my lables. Other words, I know what is cheap and what is just a name on the tag. I want to gain some more weight, but I guess because I want to , I cant. Now I hear you all saying, : She is just saying that "but My closet door is open and another skelton is coming out. Oh and I,m about 5"1 or 5"2 depending on my shoes, We will just call that like read the fine print . I,m what I would say is cute, whatever that means. I never have been called ugly , but then again who would tell me that, but even in my way younger days, I was always considered cute. So I,m petite and cute, and I can get along with anyone, and that,s my biggest selling point, because the closet is still open and nothing fell or ran out, and I can see everything in the closet, so no more skeletons. I can just close the door my useing one hand, and when I open it again it is as it was one min. ago. My closet is cleaned out , and I would be lieing if I would say it will stay that way, but my skeletons are out just in time for Halloween. Happy Halloween Everyone Lisa .

You could take that question 2 ways. Lets say #1 WHAT WOULD U DO FOR A FIRST DATE? Now does that mean ,what would I do to even get a date? OK, first how desperate am I . To be honest, I hope I,m never that low to have to do anything ,just to get a date. Didn,t say I wouldn,t do just about anything, but I hope I got enough confidence in myself not to go down that road, #2 Does that mean WHAT WOULD I HOPED WE WOULD DO ON A 1ST DATE? Just to be accepted for what I am or could be is enough 4 me, no matter if it,s a beer at a bar or dinner on a terrace,ButAnd u should never begin a sentence with a but, exspely, when ur discus. ur life, the more I c , I rather go home with someone dependalble, ME Myself , and I.