Hello everyone, My name is Rawnda and I 25 years old. Wow that scares me where did the years go? I'm a proud mother of a beautiful little boy and a beautiful little girl. They are the light of my life and to me there is nothing better then being a mother. My children mean the world to me. No one will ever know the feeling of being a mother and the love that runs though you till they are a mother too. With that said, every time I look at my children I think about how blessed I am to have them and how happy I am to know that God loves me that much to give them to me. God has given me the best gift ever. I am a stay at home mother at this time so that my daughter gets the best start possible. I cant stand it when people look down on me because of it. For the people that feel that I don't do anything other then sit home all I have to say about that is read the bible. The Lord says that being a mother is the hardest job there is. I do believe that. The three of us are a family and I have learned that it doesn't matter how many friend you have or what others think as long as we are happy with ourselves.

I have also learned that we don't need people in our lives that don't truly care. I want people in our lives that will be here for us forever and all others can just stay away from us. Kayden has had too many people say they would be there and then they aren't. I'm not going to watch that happen anymore. It is one thing to hurt me but it is another to hurt one of my children. Its just not right.

In the past I have changed a lot of things like the way I think and the way I want to live my life. All in all life is great right now.I mean how could I have any better? I cant because I have all that I need.

One of my dreams is to have a house with my horse in the back yard. I will have that someday but I just don't know when. I got my certificate in equine management. I am so happy about that!! It took forever but it is done now and I will have a wonderful job if the lord lets me!!! Right now I am working with a company that is going to help me find that job. So everything should work out great. I am ready to have my own home. I spend most of my time at home. On the weekends I spend my time at home also trying to get ready for the next week. So with the amount of time that I spend at home, I feel that it is time to move on to bigger and newer things.

I try to spend time riding my horse Morning Star and take her to horse shows. But being a single mother with two children and her being a ways away, I don't get to do that as much as I would really like. Other then that there really isn't much to do other then hang out with friends and family.

I still have a lot of stress in my life. But it is getting better with time. It is so hard when you have to worry about everything all by yourself. Although it is still really hard at times and like everyone I have my good days and my bad. I am just blessed that I have more good days then bad. I thank God for everything I have. He is my saving Grace! And everything I do have is because of him.

So in a nut shell I just love to hang out with my friends, play cards or just watch movies. My friends mean the world to me although friends tend to come and go. I also love to travel. I went to Okinawa Japan and it was so beautiful out there. And I also had the pleasure of going to my friend Al's house and got to float down the river and stuff.

My family is also very important to me. I love them all. My mother is one who means the most to me though. we have been through so much together and she has always pushed me to do what is right. If it wasn't for her then I would not be the person I am now and I wouldn't be the mother that I strive to be. Thank you mommy!!!!

Friendship only please. I am not a slut and i will never be so please respect that.