I shouldn't even be on here. This is going to end up being a total distraction from what I need to be doing right now. I do enjoy my time with a woman. Consciously I know I need to let go and focus, but subconciously I am clinging to the idea of finding someone to have fun and spend time with.

I like to work on computers, and I even got a business license for a computer business. But I'm not sure if thats what I want to do anymore. The problem is dealing with customers, and all their personalities. I have another plan, but its going to take hard work, time, and focus. The problem seems to be getting everything out of the way first, and finding the time, and getting motivated. Once I do, I'm pretty sure my life will improve drastically.

I watch a lot of movies. I have a nice home theater setup. I also have one dog, one cat, and a small fish pond. I like to cook, certain things.

From experience I have learned not to over do it on a first date. You don't want to spend a bunch of money on someone that it turns out you can't stand. So things like taking a walk with my dog, or coffee. Something simple that allows conversation, and getting to know one another.