I am busy everyday of the week, during the week you will find me face first in a book studying for that weeks test during the off time between patients. After coming home from work closing you will see me getting ready for that nite with the friends knowing I will have to be up that following morning to do it all over again. I will feel my self doze off and my knees begin to buckle just then I will get my clothes ready for the gym.It is all one sickening and destructive cycle that I could not picture any other way. Where most others would stop to acknowledge their accomplishments I tend to shrug my shoulders and continue on, it is only what I expect of myself.(Where you find comfort in your repetitive lifestyle ,I find myself happiest where I am under pressure from one transition to another never aware of the next event that awaits)



"I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you TYPE LOVE or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you TYPE LOVE or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself TYPE LOVE. Or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name. And shit-
I kind of feel comfortable now so I even be fantasize about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory, get transported to some third world country just to get treated and somehow meet up again with you so I could fall in love with you in a different language and see if it still feels the same TYPE LOVE. I want a love that's as unexplainable as She is.

A girl that can help me keep my sanity. She should have this sense of confidence to be able to go through her day with ease and equanimity.*It is the unobtainable that drives me. Last but not least people who know how to have a good time.