BIG PLANS for the future. I can't stand mediocrity, nor do I expect that from myself. Other people may be fine with it, but I am not other people. I strive for perfection in an imperfect world, humbled by the realization that perfection is only an illusion. I just want to be perfect with myself and find a love I can share equally with my perfect match. I am not average and I do not expect that from my perfect girl... not physically, mentally, or spiritually. I have big plans for the present and the future and I expect to achieve my goals through diligence, thoughtfulness, and hard work. Anything easy ain't worth a damn anyway. I will be continuing my education in the spring with intentions of starting a small business in the beginning of summer 2010. Right now I am collaborating with friends to form a promotional company to launch in 2 weeks "KNUCKLEHEADS PRODUCTIONS INC." This will be one platform to expand my next venture in the summer.
I believe in living life to the fullest to enjoy every instant of our existence and to make the most of our life. Sometimes blindingly optimistic I know no feat that I cannot overcome if so inspired..... inspire me. =) I have a heart to big almost to my own detriment at times, but I am no push-over. I also realize the greatest revenge is a life lived well. I don't need plenty of fish, I just need one.... are you online? hahaha.... probably not, but its worth a try anyway.
Peace
Ryan

Great chemistry and conversation while enjoying drinks overlooking a magnificent view of a cityscape or nature... followed by dancing, drinking, laughter, and party. Only to fall asleep by the beach without sex to build the anticipation for the first time.