Theres no way I could even begin to describe myself truly here, because who I am is largely based on who you are .. No one has ever known their true selves .. people have truly known aspects of other people, but as humans, we’re never able to show our whole selves, and the aspects of our/my personality are almost as varied as the people I`ve come across. Depending on the person I come across, certain aspects of my personality will shine through to that person, so that I`ve had people think of me as an evil demon, and a very sweet few who`ve written poems about me calling me their angel .. Some would say I`m an introvert, introspective & analytical, to others I`m a crazy, sarcastic goofball, i love sleeping on the diagonal .. Honestly, the way you view me probably is more telling about your own personality than what mine truly is, I`m kind of like a reflection of your true self .. If I seem boring or dull to you, you`re probably a shallow, superficial individual with no substance underneath the surface .. if I seem intelligent or intriguing to you, you probably have an open mind and like to learn .. if I seem like a jerk to you, you`re probably an jackass who deserves it or overly sensitive .. if you think I`m funny you probably have a humorous personality .. that being said, enlighten me .. or avoid me .. I was thinking today about what could make my life more interesting, if youre the type to bore easily, you know what I mean dont get me wrong, this is an exciting time for me but for the last year, it seems that there is something missing, no, not like, Im thirsty and theres no water in the glass, but more like a wall that catches great light and would be the perfect home for a great painting or something in a frame, an empty spot, know what I mean? Im not looking for a match made in heaven or a soul mate or any type of fantasy romance and not looking for a woman to make me complete or to bring me happiness, I do not believe it is fair nor is it healthy to place that burden on another; however, I do believe that having a woman to share some of lifes pleasantries and surprises would be quite pleasant and quite surprising lol .. RACE DOESNT MATTER, being biracial id be foolish to believe that it did .. while I believe in friendship, I am not naive enough to forget that the friendships took literally years to forge, I do not play the "friend card" lightly, it sounds really cute, but its not realistic .. I do believe that a man and a woman can have immense pleasure when they have genuine respect as well as a true interest in the happiness of the other? Imagine how blissful it could be if we just LIKED each other? Wouldn't it be great if we enjoyed talking to each other---if we enjoyed LISTENING TO EACH OTHER? What if we could just sit, have a glass of wine, maybe even smoke a joint and NOT talk and just 'be'? Wouldn't it be great if in coming together we did not have to leave our "selves" behind? I am not perfect in many ways, but I am perfectly sure that "alone" is not a good place to be, and is definitely not a place where I would want to stay? I know there is at least one woman out there who is not seeking a sugar daddy, has her own hair, nails, wears no to minimal makeup, can do jeans and t-shirt as well as boy shorts and a camisole and then switch up to a cute sundress without tattoos on her neck - if youre out there and open to meeting someone new, GO FOR IT!!

For those that know me already and have been asking for the tour footage, we have loaded some of it on YouTube, you can check it out here: http://www.youtube.com/remedyradio ENJOY

every first date is different .. i have NO recipe for dates