I live in a small town, which doesn't have too much interesting things to do in it. I am a single mother of one.. but my life is a bit of a special case.. I was left by a man who had me living a lie the entire time we were together and he ended up leaving me with no explanation. Worst part of all of this, he left me with child. I am due with on march 7th and will have to again be a single mother. I love being a mother thou, don't get me wrong.. its just that I don't want to have to do it along again. Right at this moment I'm going to be completely honest, I have no faith in men or love.. but I keep getting told that there is such a thing as a real man out there, and thats is what it is going to take for me to be happy. Someone I can finally have trust in to not break my heart or to come into the lives of my children and then hurt them as well. Yea I can imagine that some ppl on here are probably thinking of me as a wh*re or sl*t but you know what I really don't care, because they are going to be the ones that I am not going to have any care for. Like I said, I am a bit of a special case, I'm not going to hold my breath and believe that the first guy to message me, or even the second or third is going to be the right man.. its going to take a lot of talking to and getting to know for me to realize if there really is a man out there capable being with a woman like me.

Now if that first part didn't scare you off, let me tell you a little bit about myself. Like I said I am already a mother of one, a little boy and he is 2. I graduated from Lincoln Land Community College in May of '09 with my Associates degree.. Plan on returning to a school to begin and complete my Bachelors soon. I work at a juvenile detention center called Kemmerer Village and it is a rather interesting job if i may say. I am a bit of a country girl, I love the outdoors, anything that involves being outside I pretty much enjoy doing it, althou I will admit that I do not like bugs at all haha. I love country music, it is my favorite, but I do like to listen to others like rock or hip hop because I love to dance. I am also very family oriented.. family means a lot to me, and it is because of my family that I have been able to survive all the sorrow and heart break that I have gone thru. Also I get thru that stuff because of my friends. I have a good collection of friends, some of the best that a girl could probably ask for actually, with out them as well, I wouldn't be able to handle all the problems that have occurred in my life thus far.

I dont really know of what all else to say really. I will say this thou, I am not looking for a pity party. You can message me and be grown up and all but do not just do it out of sympathy, thats not why I am here. I am also not a girl that is going to be easy to get.. because of my past I am going to be a lot more cautious, so bare with me.. and if you think you cant handle it, then don't waste your time with even messaging me. I am also not here looking for sex, I don't plan on that kind of commitment until I know that for sure its going to be the right guy.

Just something that would allow for a good sit down conversation to allow me and the other person to get to know each other better. Yea a movie is always nice, but after words something like a sit down mean, or going out somewhere quite would always be nice.