First things first, if your a judgemental man that says "oh i don't go for big girls, none are my type" then get lost. i'm a unique individual and i'm not afraid to embarrass myself. Yes, i'm a bigger girl. and i express myself in weird ways. get over it. how do you know theyre not your type? just cuz theyre big and not as pretty as the skinny bulemic/anorexic girls? get the facts straight. get to know the person before you judge them on looks. looks aren't everything. grow up and look into theyre eyes. see the world, and grow the balls, look at whats infront of you, get to know the person, if you don't like them, then oh well, atleast you gave it a shot. just a little advice on my end. i know how it is since i'm a bigger girl. no reason to friggin' judge us. jeez. kthnx. :]

I plan to go to college. I'm only 19. I want to go for Computer science, or a Vet. I'm the kind of person that can either be crazy, or just be relaxed and hangout with people. I'm a shy girl at first. But once i hang out with the person a couple more times, i'll be normal. but what's normal when it comes to me? lol. My taste in music, my mom hates my music. I like anything from metal, to country. i guess you can say i listen to a little bit everything. my favorite metal band would have to be All that remains. Hard rock would be Bullet for my Valentine. I just want a guy that i can share these interests with me.

My music taste? hmm.. Metal: All that remains, As I Lay dying, Darkest hour, Bleeding through, Black dahlia murder, manntis, Haste the day, white chapele, cannibal corpse, cradle of filth, killswitch engage, PANTERA!!, slayer, job for a cowboy, trivium, god forbid, goatwhore, lacuna coil, .. not tooooo big on country, but i like artists like.. Trace adkins, tracy lawrence, trisha yearwood, Jason Michael Carroll, keith urban, dierks bently.. Hard rock.. hmm.. BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE && FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH! theres wayyyyy more..

My dream car is a Shelby Mustang. Maybe if i get rich one day, I'll get one. but for now, when i can afford it, i'll get a Mustang GT 500. I know some things about mustangs. I'm a ford girl :D

What I want:
I want a guy that likes me for me. and not for what i look like. a guy thatll text me all the time. a guy that wont think im annoying. someone crazy but laid back. someone who LOVES to cuddle all the time. someone thatll come over a couple hours before he has to go to work, just to spend those hours with me. i want to be the one he cant live a day without. the one he cant stop talking about. i want to be the one that he tells his friends he loves me, and that im his baby, and wont care what his friends think of me. i want someone that has a car, and has time to see me. like i said, even a couple hours before he goes to work is fine. its all i want. i just want the one.. and yet i feel like there isnt a match at all for me..

~~~UPDATE~~~
PLease, do NOT email me saying "want to hook up" or "lets screw" or anything like that. I want a gentleman. not someone who only wants sex. I've ran into tooooo many of those on here. Please, just stop doing that. want sex? go to someone else thats only looking for sex. I'm looking for a long-term meaningful relationship. Leave me Alone about that shit. Please. kthnx. :]

I've only been on one date in my life. And that was just to the movies. I don't like fancy restaraunts. I like walks in the park, watching a movie at home or at the guys place. that way i can cuddle with him :] im a cuddle bug. I like to just, lay there with a guy for hours, talking about life and alot of other stuff just to try and understand the person more. I'd like to go to a beach with someone to watch the sunset, have a nice little dinner on the beach. yea, im a cheesy person, but i loooove romance. im a sucker for it. so, try me. :]