Wow.. thoughts.. It's hard to put it into words, but here I go.
I want what I've never truly experienced before. I've seen traits in some people, but normally it doesn't exist for long, or they only hold one trait.. I want to not settle, not wish I had something else. I want fireworks, romance, silly fun in the pouring rain. I want my Noah from The Notebook, Cary Grant from The Philadelphia Story, my Romeo, my Jacob from Twilight (yes, I'm team Jacob with a hint of team Edward...and yes, I just admitted that as a 24 year old woman, but I don't care, it's who I am). I want that blast of pure passion, compassion, romance, gorgeousness that people only DREAM of having with their love. Yes, I want to love someone. I'm tired of this half way shit. I'm loving, caring, understanding, warm and wanting so bad for that One. I've been married, divorced, and all the crud that goes with it. I DON'T want that mistake again. I will not make that mistake again. Intrigue me, teach me, care for me, truly love me, accept me for who I am. I can be a ditz, a curious person, intelligent, sometimes cold hearted, a lot of times warm hearted, and all the time dedicated and truthful to the one that looks only at me with his eyes. I need someone that can keep up with my energy, but yet can relax and just cuddle when it's time to stay in. Someone not intimidated by me, or my blue eyes which I've found some people are. I'm extremely chivalrous for a girl. Please be more so than I am. Nothing that I hate more than having to be the one that always watches out for everyone. I'm a girl, I need protection from the crazies of life too, but I do know how to handle my own. Also, don't expect to fall into bed with me. That's something I am reserving for a long term, loving relationship. I don't mean that egotistically, I've just ran across a lot of guys that think I'd be easy in that regard.. I'm not, nor will I ever be. I hope this all makes sense, it was more of just a huge realization tonight, and I knew I had to write it out to be understood. Thanks for reading my profile!

Something casual, especially for the first time meeting someone. Preferred with a late evening drink to cool the nerves if there are any.