Sometimes I say things I don't mean. Sometimes I keep people at a distance to protect myself from getting hurt. Sometimes I push people away, before anything can begin. I wear my heart on my sleeve and it's been proved to be a problem. Mostly because I always get hurt, in one way or another. But I've learned that I'd rather love with all my heart and the possiability of being ****ed over, rather then wondering what could have happen. I believe it takes a truly strong person to walk away from the only love your heart ever knew, because you knew you deserved better. I believe that heartbreak is a part of life, the feeling could almost instantly kill you, but in the end it somehow makes you stronger. Through all my silent tears and stubborn fears I've managed to never give up. I'm sarcastic and loud, I'll most likely embarrass you. I like the sound of the rain on the pavement. Little things in life thrill me. My guitar is my best friend, because it can never judge me. It doesn't see the bad, it just takes what is and makes something beautiful. Even if that something is broken. I'm outspoken and I never hold back what I have to say. I'm bad at relationships, mostly because I've never had a good one, so I don't know how to handle one. I'm too honest for my own good. I let people in my life who I know I shouldn't. I forgive too easily, it's a weakness. Most people take advantage of that. I don't put a front up about who I am, because what you get, is what you see. I won't ever be someone I'm not. I won't ever blend in with a crowed when I was born to stand out. I'm different then most girls, I'm not a hoe. I have morals and respect for myself. I hate guys who imply that I would actually want to date them. I want someone real. Someone who's not afraid to admit his weakness's. His dreams, his fears, his hopes. Bottom line, I want the guy who will finally prove to me they aren't all the same. That not every guy enjoys breaking a girls heart, because it leaves permanent damage.

Honestly, anything low key. I don't like big fancy things. I feel more comfortable at the beach, something where you don't feel pressured to impress.