Have you ever looked at those things around you and how most things come in pairs? even those things we look upon and judge to be alike or dissimilar are paired.. if only for the short duration of a momnets thought. So many abound these crowed halls and streets and yet so few there be.. A paradox, so many choices and yet none exist for me. It has been said honesty is a virtue and a reward within itself but, I have found merely thoughts' cannot console when loneliness takes a toll. Freedom is a desired thing in life but sometimes the costs are great, some destroy all they wanted to become what they once hated. The more I see people get the more they seem to want. I often am reminded the words written what profit is there to have gained the world but to have lost your soul. The years of my quest might soon end noe have I found, no companion, lover, nor friend. I have no inspiration nor anyone to read nor hear words or thoughts all go to waiste...to evaporate in the air like the morning mists ascending high upon the mountains' peak. is there no one to hear....but I?

I mainly think the first meeting should be semi-private... a place where people are around but not with us. enough to be comfortable if feel threatened or just cannot get along. maybe a few drinks or coffee a meeting in a park etc. after we talk then go from there.