I am very different from the norm as most people would say!! Yes I love all of the girl things like shopping and such, but i also love to be outside. Going four-wheeling, camping, swimming in the lake, just every bit of it; I guess you could say i'm a girly girl but a tom boy at heart!

I have a very flirty personality and some people say i would flirt with a brick wall if i had the opportunity. To me thats not such a bad thing;; i guess im not one of the shy little girls who never talks to anyone; when i walk into a room im going to let everyone know that i am there haha!! i'm very outgoing and spontaneous!


I have a very different taste in guys than most people would think. Looks don't really matter with me. Guys with personality, a sense of humor, spontaneous, caring, & sensitive attract me. i want a guy that i can get along with and goof off and do what i wanna do without having to worry what he thinks of me. One of my biggest faults in a relationship is that i trust way to easily because i feel that if they are going to cheat it doesnt matter what u do their gonna do it. so whats the point in being controlling and jealous;; cause if you know me then u know i'm the farthest thing from that!

I whole heartedly believe that everyone deserves a second chance no matter what they have done or how bad they have hurt you;; people change everyday!! It takes a lot for me to be able to do that because i have been hurt in every way imaginable! i have had my heart completely shattered and i still haven't found that guy that can put the pieces back together completely.

Some silly things you may not know:

I am terrified of the dark
I am also terrified of bugs of any kind
I hate snakes and things like that!
I dream about what my future may hold for me
I wish at times i could read peoples minds to see what they are thinking
I want to help every person who is in a rough spot or having a hard time in life
I love watching horror movies
I want to be in the perfect relationship
I fall way to easy and to fast for the wrong guys
My feelings tend to get hurt very easily even though i dont show it
I love to laugh until i can't breath
I'm very close with most of my family
I worry constantly about everything
I fear that ill never be good enough
I want that person to be able to love!


Now for some opinions:

I can't honestly say that i believe in love;; because for it to be so great it sure hurts a hell of a lot worse.I want to believe in it but noone has ever given me a reason to! I want that relationship with someone; i just feel like when the i love you's come everything goes down hill!!

Is anyone truly ever happy? Honestly when you think about it no one is ever completely happy with there lives. Theres always goin to be something that your complaining about! Just take a step back and really look like at your life and if you can truly say that u are happy with every aspect then your lieing!

Is there every goin to be that one person that is true to you till the end! Because yes i have some great friends but are they always honest noone will ever know.


I have so many things in my head that i want to be able to tell people but i dont want to hurt there feelings but i also dont want to lie. How do i know when the right time to tell them is.

Do you ever truly get over that one person that made you feel like you were on cloud nine. that loved you no matter what happened or what stupid mistake you made. yes you would fight but at the end of the day you still want to be with them 24/7! When you have some many memories with that person its so hard to just let go. when everywhere you look you see their face or you remember what silly little thing you had done with them. & your constantly wondering well what if we had stayed together. Where would we be at today?


So....i'm still looking for that one special guy and i probably will never find them but it never hurts to try