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I have many hobbies and way too many to put here. I'm fairly laid back and easy going. Always smiling - lifes too short to let the small things ruin it. I look at the glass as half full and always something to pour in it. I am a shy individual at first and I may come off not so shy, but it's only because I know what I want. I am stubborn and a very strong willed woman. There is very little that will bring me down.
I'm seeking a long term affair. I'm looking for what's been lost in all the years of being married. The connection you get when touched on the nape of your neck by soft gentle lips, breath gently flowing across your ear as words are being whispered in, the holding of one another while talking and caressing, looking into one anothers eyes at the most intimate moment, sweating, out of breath, legs trembling, never wanting to leave one another, anticipation building for our next meet, the sadness when we must part, etc.
Even though this relationship must be discreet, you must still find time to communicate with me. It can be email, messenger, texting or phone. I'm not one to go days or weeks without some sort of connection. If this is not at all plausable for you, then we have no chance - unless due to vacation or family emergency, etc.
I'm also looking to be with this person AT LEAST a couple times a month - more if possible. Once you get a taste of those feelings that have been lost for so many years and almost giving up on ever feeling them again, going to long until we're together again is just dreadful!! I need the affection of a man in person. I need to WANT to be with a man in the most intimate way. I want to explore a man in a way he's never experienced and vice versa. I want to kiss, lick, nibble and touch every inch of his body as he relaxes and enjoys me. It's what I desire and long for.
I am a married woman and have no plans at this time of changing that status. I must reassure you that this decision has not come easily for me. I've thought long and hard about it. For those of you asking why I didn't or don't leave, all you'll get is a dysfunctional answer. For those of you that may undertand why I'm here, it's really not something I want to do - it's something I have to do. I desire it. I want it. I deserve it.
I have no interest in a f*** buddy or cyber sex!!
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming....
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