UPDATED)------ I wish it could just be simple, like a retro-pop song. "I want you to want me." BOOM. End of story. We all live happily ever after. But its never really like that, is it????

I think there's a lot more to life then finding out what kind of career you should have and then going after it, however I wish the rest of the world would agree with me on that. I'm the kind of person who never forgets the past, and finds it hard to let go of certain people..whether it be from death or just lack of communication. I live for the moment and dream about the future. I dream too much.

-"It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all."

I'm really like no one you'll ever meet and I can promise you that. I look forward to stupid events, and then get bummed out when they end... I am more fasinated about how the human body works then what's going on in our government. Ive heard that once in your life you should experience a 3rd world country and then realize what you have... I have never left Canada but am extremely grateful for what I have in my life and will never take that for granted! I've always wondered how animals communicate..adding to that I wish I could speak animal. More people need to realize that their only on this earth once...and so enjoy it and take it easy and let things slide. When I think of good old memories I usually think them up in my head better then they actually were! My car usually hears all my confessions and so I take the long way home. I wish I could go back in time and re-live the most fun parts of my life. My goal in life is to change the world somehow. The fact that the united states has enough money to feed the countries that are dying of poverty and don't..blows my mind. I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions. I find a meaning in every song I listen to and try to relate it to my life. I laugh at my own jokes. I do cry. I am fasinated with people who come into my life and can change my prospective on something. I don't believe in love at first sight. I am a hopeless romantic.

Theres a silly fun side to me which can usually be found busting out in random song in teh middle of teh superstore (with or without sad attempt at the classic running man) I hate cats... but the look on my kids face when my friend brought Simon was too much to handle LOL I cant cook... perhaps I like the simplicity of "open can, dump in bowl, heat in mic"... "Whats Love Got To Do With It" will always be my favourite song to belt out in teh car... I have a crazy fear of driving with people I have never driven with before...I have a scar on my leg in teh form of 4 small holes... it was a fork... long story! I love being a single mom! Playdough, playdates, puzzles, tree forts, table forts and busting out to NKOTB in our jammies on the weekends:) I go out of my way to be a superhero... not sure why, its not that I cant say no... its more I dont want to:( The oilers are wicked cool.. i will risk being beat up for saying that! Im not your average girl... im addicted to football, I miss my HTQ's during Football Sunday... It doesnt matter how much teh Bombers suck... I will always be a fan! I can fix most issues with my car:P At 17 I wanted to hop on a plane and bust out of Canada for "puppy love" Some days I kick myself for not doing it:( Sometimes I miss being able to be spontaneous:( I secretly giggle everytime the bingo caller says "Oooohhh 69"... I have unpaid traffic tickets... I am teh kid that ALWAYS buys the guy behind me their coffee when Im in teh drive thru at Tim hortons... I eat all teh blue M&M's out of teh bag and give teh rest to my kids... The kid's teachers bombard me with work I can do at home for them... and I secretly love it! I would choose Kevin Spacey over Brad Pitt 10 times out of 10! I have a mad case of musical turrets syndrome... I get up during the show to get my glass of water so that I dont miss teh commercials! If I could take any day in my life back it would be June 19th 2002... June 19th 2004... June 19th 2006... and June 19th 2007! How about we just delete June 19th off the calendar?!? I have exactly 3 secrets I have never and will never tell anyone! Anything else everyone pretty much knows! I am completely dyslexic when it comes to typing teh word THE:( I am a huge "..." person... I have tried to just use one "dot" but it looks wierd to me:( Its been pointed out that there are 38 "..."s in my profile, I dont even know what "..." really means... to be continued? More to come? Meh... i'll figure it out someday LOL (Thats now 42 if you count what I updated hahahaha) I had an imaginary friend in Jr High School... and I love my mommy:)

Its the silly small things in life that make me smile the most so i try to focus more on them than anything else. I tend to be a bit silly sometimes but my mommy always did say I had the personality people would love to be addicted to (thnx mom) and I have a lot of fun with the life I have:O)

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in this world. Some are running scared, some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day while others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil at war with good and some are good struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world... six billion souls... and sometimes all you need is one..."

Every gurl likes going to see a sappy lovey chicky flick... sitting sooo close you are practically taking up one seat in the theatre... well...IM NOT EVERY GURL:O) At least not on the 1st date...lol Nope... I need to be out doing something silly like bowling where I can laugh at myself for all my gutter balls and Hi5 you on your strikes:O) Or maybe something equally dorky like mini golf:O) Really...when was the last time you just hung out in the park swinging on the monkey bars and climbing trees???? Its fun... you really should try it:O)