OK, before you judge me according to my comfort wear, trust me, I clean up nicely! Also, I do have children, but I live alone. I see them as often as possible and will drop any and everything just to give myself to them and see that gorgeous smile of joy!

Hey! I'm currently looking for someone to get to know. No time for drama, no time for games! I've been through quite a bit in these last two years, and I'd like to find happiness soon! So yeah, this means truth and honesty DO APPLY! lol, but seriously though!

I love life, love to smile and laugh, I love to be here, there, doing this and that, lol, life is a beautiful thing when lived with a smile- but honestly, I have goals and dreams, I have hopes for things, just ask and I'll tell. I love enjoying a good smile with beautiful people-

Wow! I'm a 30 yr old Hispanic originally from Oak Cliff, now living in Desoto. Also, I am indeed the proud parent of the adorably gorgeous Miss April Nicole, Miss Genesis Katelyn, and Miss Zoe Amore.! I live to Kiss my Girls! Growing up, I seem to have always attracted trouble- even when I wasn't looking for it.! So I do have a bit of a burdensome background.. I am currently trying to get my life back on track. Im open to meet new FRIENDS, since the last set I had seemed to hold me down. I believe that the removal of boundaries sets our limits to an endless account- yet it is a CHOICE that one must make daily. In my very own vocabulary, there is such a characteristic called "Self-Suicide: the vicious cycle of destruction pertaining to the depest realms of "self"- Indeed I once was the greatest victim of the curse- just ask me, I'll gladly explain..... As far as a RELATIONSHIP, I'd rather take it slow, (don't get me wrong, I hope for a healthy and loving relationship every day/night). Im not rich in any materialistic way, but I hold a treasure of joy that I'm willing to give freely and overwhelmingly to those that I do love. I'm not looking for games, I'm not looking for drama, so if you're not looking for Truth in your Life, then by all means please do not attempt to cross the boundaries in motion. I'm not the smartest man, book wise, but I am blessed to carry a certain level of understanding concerning LIFE.. I'm only here to share. Take me for what I'm worth, for I've learned all through pain. Well that's about all I choose to express of myself at this moment.. Gotta leave some curiosities for you to question me about later.! Send me a message and get to know me if you'd like..

"The deceitful mastery of my own mind is the only obstacle that I must overcome" -L.D.R. Spirit within

"We CHOOSE Life!"

"People, Places, Things"- Change is gOOd-!


In the realm of life's ups and downs- twists and turns- choices that matter most, some good and some bad- we are under constant influence, constant pressures unknown to some. As we live life looking and searching to belong and be loved, we tend to lose track of the most important things, such as "Self". Self= who I am. Many choices of my very own have come to land me in so many differential outcomes. Indeed my choices were made under what I believed to be in,"complete control". Yet little did I realize that many factors took place in my decisions. I was under many unknown pressures. People that "meant" something to me. People that I thought were "important", even to the point that I regarded their opinions and beliefs to be more righteous and more wise than my very own. As many have said- "I am in control", I personally admit that I did make the choices, and suffered the consequences, yet to my dismay I must confess that my decisions were made in my very own weakness and desire to be "Somebody", to belong. In relationships and friendships, we must forever be reminded that life is about "ME". Indeed ,my choices do effect those who are in my life, yet when the last straw is pulled, it is only I who can decide and choose life or death. Whether or not I allow another to be my "reason" for living or dying is my very own choice. Only I can set the boundaries in which I shall live by. Only I can set the standards of my living. And only I will be the partaker in the ultimate joys or pains of choosing in this LIFE. The importance of setting boundaries is therefore an un discussable issue in my life pertaining to my success and ability to LIVE life to the fullest, in the complete understanding of its TRUTH.


My Interests: Truth(Word of God), UFC! MMA! My daughters! My dogs! New Movies! Family! Working out! Prayer/Meditation! Vegetables! Reading! Learning how things come together/work! A Woman in Heels! Gaining understanding! Bowling! Fishing! Camping! Running! Tasting new foods! Animals! Flaming Hot Chitos! And traveling of course! Don't get me wrong, I enjoy hitting a good mall up, but I thrive on a good yard sale/thrift store/flea market hunt! HGTV! TruTV! History Ch! I enjoy biking as well! I LOVE TO WRITE!! Oh yeah, GO COWBOYS!!

"Heartbreak Girl"

If you really want to know,
What I'm feeling, I cant let go.
Tell me now, why you would do this?
Heartbreak girl, you do exist.
Desperately needing someone to hold me.
I never thought that I'd be here!
Now I'm home, broken and lonely.
Shedding acid burning tears..
Father told me over the years,
"That's just the way life spins".
Now I'm bowling away my fears,
Tequila bottles as my pins..
Drunken heartache has taken effect.
One mistake, which was labeled neglect.
Stumbling home, and I fell to my knees,
my heart was chromed as my fists hit the street.
My soul was cold and my pride was beat.
What was I to do?
All I could think about was you.
Where was I to go?
Even my blood decreased flow..
Deep inside, I was screaming and shouting!
But I just couldn't manage to get it all out me.
You ran to your friends instead of mourn pouting,
met someone new and forgot all about me..
Never in life have I been so misused.
You kicked a hole, deep into my chest.
I want you to know that I really do miss you,
Heartbreak girl, it's true you exist...

Leon Derrick Ruiz ©2009

Spontaneous dates are the best! As long as we're able to actually interact and get to know one another, I'm good! I'm thinking breakfast!