first of all, i have a beautiful and wonderful little boy, named Jeremiah. he is my world, and he comes before anything else.

also, it kind of bugs the hell out of me when someone thinks my decision of staying home with my son instead of getting like an office job is a bad one. i know it's not a paying job, but it is responsibility, and it definitely keeps me busy! i do have goals that i plan on achieving when the time is right.

i'm a laid back and down to earth kinda girl. i have a pretty good sense of what i can control and what i should let go even though sometimes i try to exert more control, but mostly i accept things for what they are and go with the flow. i'm kind, caring, and generous. i love to make people feel good about themselves and to make them smile. honesty is very, very important to me. i have to be able to feel that i can trust someone, and due to a horrible past, that takes me awhile to do. i have an emotional sensitive nature. i can get upset pretty easily. i take a lot of things personally. i have a hard time knowing when people are joking or when they are serious. i also have a hard time expressing my feelings toward someone. the fear of not knowing what to say, how to say it, and being rejected.

~random facts~

i'm quiet until i know you
i'm probably the most shy person you'll ever meet.
i'm not a cute skinny girl, i have curves and i like them.
i can keep my head in a crisis.
i'm stubborn.
i rarely admit when i'm wrong.
i'm understanding.
i love to dream.
i wish on stars.
i sing to relax.
music is my drug of choice.
i dance when no ones watching.
i have an unhealthy addiction to disney princesses.
i'm random and a dork.
i tell bad jokes.
i often forget what i'm talking about halfway through my sentence.
i laugh at completely inappropriate times.
i snort when i laugh sometimes.
i say "dude" a lot.
i also say "i'm sorry" a lot.
i'm a 6 year old at heart.
i require a lot of attention, but i am not at all a needy whiny girl.
i care, sometimes too much.
i have 5 tattoos and my nose pierced.
i plan on getting more piercings.
i can't sleep with socks on.
i put makeup on to go outside and play in the dirt.
i'll pick fruit over chocolate any day.
i'm pretty good at sneaking food into a movie theater.
i can unwrap a starburst wrapper with my tongue.
i know the difference between "you're" and "your".
i like to color, and going outside of the line is cool.