Do you dare to postPeak dream, then live as a constantly Recursive Fractal?

Tall & thin, 190 lbs, green or hazel eyes, mostly balding with grey hair, glasses, face clean-shaven, currently unemployed. I guess that level of self-disclosure and honesty will make most of you want to immediately move on to the next guy's profile. '' But wait, as a Bonus, also included in this special one-time TV-offer: A hearty laugh, a quick smile, deep & creative thinking, and long arms for long, enveloping hugs so you can feel safely & comfortably nestled as we further share our thoughts, fears, joys, and expectations of the postPeak years ahead.

Okay, time for another dose of my honesty. I greatly appreciate All Women that take the time to click on my profile. Bless you, and I wish I could give you all a personal hug and a kiss to express my deep-felt gratitude [or PoF flowers!], but as I am tall-->I am looking for that 'special someone' who is 5'8" or even better much more [Again, listen for that loud, Whooshing Sound of yet another 90% of the remaining women moving to the next Male profile].

Sorry, short gals, nothing personal at all, but when I dream about kissing a woman it doesn't include a 'giraffe stoop', like what I have to do now, deeply bent over and legs all splayed out at all the low drinking fountains, so I don't drown trying to get a sip of water. I just don't want to pull a muscle in my back in exchange for a kiss, or for you to gravely injure your neck craning upwards, for as we all know: Health Insurance is heading towards Unobtainium pricing levels. Besides, the sunlight reflected off the top of my bald head '' would instantly blind you if you looked into the focal pinpoint. That is why I like my pickup truck, as I don't have to go into a deep crouch to get in or out of the vehicle.

I just hope the economy doesn't implode further as I job-hunt [but I feel it will]. I have looked at a lot of POF profiles: I must be the only person in AZ who admits to being, as they say: currently career-challenged. Anybody else for a show of hands? Last I read, about 6.3 people per job opening, housing in the tank, state budget busted, plus much more.

If I sell my vehicle, will you accept a date in my grocery cart as it wobbles down the street? Nope-->I didn't think you would, and I wouldn't want to date anyone if my finances get that bad anyhow, thus I need to re-launch back into the workforce. Time will tell...

Am I required to go to 'infinity and beyond' in self-disclosure, or should there be some constrained degree to my mystery? I am just getting started so I hope to get more info here later by periodic updates. Stay tuned, as I seek to do a complete and honest self-assessment of what makes me unique, so that your reading of my subsequent profile will perhaps make you intrigued and curious; will possibly make you giggle and laugh; or will make you see a mutual connection to times passed and similar emotions shared. It is too bad for newbies, but the fact is that I have delete older info so the new info doesn't get truncated.

Regarding my intro photo image: it was taken just after my squid sprayed ink all over my face & chest, with ink running down my arms, too. I thought you might get a chuckle at seeing me in an embarrassing moment. ''
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Update:10/20 Hello again, time once more for yet another dose of my totally frank & brutal honesty, to create that Whooshing Sound of yet another 90% of the remaining women to quickly move to the next Male profile. My bet is that most of you just cannot handle the cognitive dissonance that will naturally arise inside your heads if you keep reading, then start researching. Just remember that Denying Reality does NOT Make It Change to conform to your dreams and/or perceptions. Nature bats last!

I have been web-writing since 2003 on Peak Oil, Peak Everything, and Population Overshoot & Collapse. My dream career would be as an educator of this incredibly important Thermo/Gene Collision topic [Please Google!] and the coming Olduvai Re-Equalizing of Society [Please Google!], but it will probably never happen until a President goes to full-on, top-down Peak Outreach.

So in the meantime, I will just keep blogging, as long as I can, to spur the Peak Outreach growth at the bottom-up, grassroots level. Hopefully, we can move to some measure of Optimal Overshoot Decline to stay ahead of the Export Land Model, Climate Change, and our vastly, hugely-elevated species extinction rate.
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Update:10/28 The courageous ladies that previously initiated female-email to me will more easily understand the following process. For others: you can start the 'Circle of Life' loop with googling recursion, then consider that 2 is the first prime number to start any relationship in life and in nature, then by endless iteration continue the circular process energetically into fractals. Try to mentally grasp relationship building like the fractal blossoming of a rose or this photo:

http://content.techrepublic.com.com/2346-10877_11-56937-2.html?tag=content;leftCol

The guys are scanning, then outreaching as 'initial 1', but it is up to the women to complete the 1+1=2 jumpstart process for Prime Activation into chaotic, circular, fractal personal growth for massive grassroots cultural change for all postPeak billions for the Thermo/Gene downslope ahead. My guess is that too many are just too busy + too timid, mentally frozen into the existing status quo, but I am just trying to encourage all ladies to be bold for the upcoming Optimal Overshoot Decline.
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Update:11/09 Sorry, but I have now tightly restricted future Newbie-initiated replies to my account as I already have way too much email for me to comfortably read & reply back to in my personal manner. I hope you can understand as I have other things I wish to accomplish.

I would want the meet and greet to occur in a public place to help make you feel immediately comfortable and relaxed, safe, and at ease to share your thoughts, with no pressure from me to have a second date if you don't feel a connection. Obviously, I would expect the same honesty and courtesy from you.

As far as the first date location: the sky itself is no limit, but the budget is limited. It could be a picnic with flying kites, then watching soft clouds and a stunning sunset. Or just over morning coffee as we talk, laugh, share, and watch the busy world go by. Sorry, no private Gulfstream-IV jet here, but maybe we can simultaneously soar, uplifted by glorious, mutual mirth and laughter.