Have you ever noticed how people on these sites are always the ones who've been beaten down and kicked around by their last partner? Well that's me. Bet you thought I was going to say it wasn't. Sadly no. And since all my past relationships have sucked, I'm only looking for friends right now. If something more happens, so be it. But if you end up liking me, there's a good chance it will be unrequited.

I am currently a freshman in college and a psych major. I plan to do child psychology when I graduate. I love all kinds of music. I love to read and I'll read basically anything as long as it sounds somewhat interesting to me. I also love writing.

I won't lie, I don't want anything serious right now. I recently got out of a kind of messed up relationship that left me a little skeptical of trusting guys so I'm fine with just friends. I have terrible luck with guys. If you only like me as a friend, tell me from the start so I don't fall for you. It's what I do. I try not to but if I get on pretty well with someone and I feel like it can go somewhere, I start falling fast and hard and then wind up getting hurt pretty bad. So don't jerk me around. Just tell me straight up. I'm sick of boys. I want a man. Someone responsible with a head securely on his shoulders. Someone responsible and respectful and honest. I also don't want a "nice guy" because those are the sneaky ones. They get into your heart and mind and then destroy it. At least with a "bad boy" you won't be surprised if they do something mean to you.

I'm horribly awkward when meeting people for the first time but once I get to know you a little better, I'm more myself. I have no talents or skills except making situations incredibly awkward. And not the funny awkward. The 'Okay.... well I'm going to walk away now' awkward.

I'm not pretty, I'm not perfect, I contradict myself frequently, I'm hesitant, I don't usually like trying new things but with enough convincing, I'll try something at least once. I keep my thoughts and feelings mostly to myself. I hate crying in front of people. If I say I don't want to talk about something, don't push it. I really don't want to talk about it. When I say drop, I actually mean drop it. When I say I'm fine, it means I'm not fine and I might want to talk about it.

I have few guy friends and am looking for some. I'm usually good with guys making cracks about girls being below guys but if you cross the line, I'll tell you. Keep crossing the line, I'll tear you a new one. I'm a lover, not a fighter but if you are bashing me or stomping all over my beliefs, I will take you out.

I don't have a religion. You want to fight me on it, go for it. I have nothing against religions I just can't get into one myself. I'll respect your beliefs even if I question it a lot and I will never make fun of you for it but don't shove it down my throat unless you want to piss me off.

But aside from all the bad, I do have some good qualities. I am a great listener, I do my best not to interrupt because I know how much it irritates me. I am 100% non-judgmental. Tell me anything you want and I won't tell a soul or stop talking to you because of it. I won't think less of you for it either no matter what it is. I can promise you that. I swear I have other good qualities, I am just terrible at thinking of them. I like to think I'm a pretty fun person to be around though.

Thats about it I guess. Anything else you want to know, ask.

Coffee? No thanks. I'm not always a fan of coffee... or long walks on the beach or all those other cheesy "get to know you" gigs. I prefer something more extreme. Let's go bungee jumping, skydiving, windsurfing. Something exciting that maybe neither of us have done before. Not "oh hey lets get coffee and talk for 10 hours so I can get to know you inside and out and THEN we can take it to the next level and get married" I take things really slow. I do want to get to know you. But I don't need to know your life story on the first date. Friends first, always. If I can't be friends with you, then how the f*ck can I date you?

Don't get me wrong, I do like the cheesy get to know you gigs. But not for a first date. You got to be able to have fun with someone the first date. It can't be so serious.