Ive heard alot of delusional essays in my time. So it is not so much as who we say we are, but who we end up being to each other in the end. It is difficult to hammer out what we are looking for .. there are different variations as to what combination of what is suitable for each of us.. life can be different with different people and during different times in our lives.. i am looking for some combination of give and take... two people being individual in their own way, yet giving enough to not be so independent and individualistic that it can be called one relationship not two different relationships running seperate coarses...but one running in one direction with two sides to it. front back,,, top bottom,,, or left and right... im difficult at times and need adjustment,,, Ive never met anyone perfect in my life.. at least they werent for more that several months lol.. but i would like to find a relationship like some of those ive seen over the years... those not so perfect but very satisfying couples that are together after 50 some years... how great would that be...Ive heard alot of delusional essays in my time. So it is not so much as who we say we are, but who we end up being to each other in the end.

hard to put into words. why does one magnet atract the other and a when you flip it around it repels the same magnet. someone that can attract me emotionally even when I am repeled when they are flipped around both good and bad sides of them.

My perfect first date: maybe it would be with you.....