Sometimes you can find that you have been through so much in life, that you almost pass up something good for the possibilities of recreating the pain of the past, or even to make whole new paths of hurt, all stemming from not dealing with the hurt of yesterday...

And sometimes you find yourself in the eye of the hurricane, that moment of clarity that comes in the midst of the storm, the turmoil of living in this world, and it only lasts a moment...

That breif moment so easy to forget about later, when you have the option to continue on with what you are doing, stubbornly marching into a horrible fate, knowing the outcome, but able to somehow convince yourself its what you need to do to be "happy"...

Or to begin anew, accept the laws of God, and the way he made this world, and accept the hard work it takes to be truly content in life...


And although it might not be the "perfect" scenario of your childhood dreams, or your adolecent fantasies...

You realize those were simply dreams and fantasies...

and true joy lays somewhere in the middle of it all...

what i m realy looking for is kinda full package thing,i mean lil bit of everything.i know it will sound shallow but i m looking for at least medium beauty.then personality,and other good features:such as family values,goal oriantation,etc..i m not looking for the perfect person,but closest one to be perfect :) and if u really looking for a REAL MAN ,i could be the one.if not,u r more than welcome to go for other girly guys ...
i like to dance,hang out with friends,beach,cooking,bbq,singing,playing the guitar,etc but since couple months i m playing volleyball with friends..its so much fun.beachvolley is awesome too .. i like outdoors.. also i like to hang out at home and be lazy,watch old movies or new released movies...
but please do not contact meif your boobs take more space in your pictures than your face & if your headline is "do not contact me if u voted OBAMA" or "make me laugh" ,because i cant stand haters.. and go& hire a clown if u realy need somebody to make u laugh ..Happy fishing !!

anything fun..i m easy going person.i m sure we can find something if we decide to date....HOW ABOUT A PILLOW FIGHT ?? :p j/k