big dream --to find someone to play music on the streets with.
:)

i'm a passionate and soulful, open minded woman, mother, artist, writer, and musician, seeking a passionate and self aware man to have great times with. i am attracted to highly intelligent humorous men, often the artist, musician, writer, socially/environmentally conscious, globetrekker types... people who think and live alternatively and perhaps have been down some of the darker type roads, but came away with a deeper understanding of what it means to be a decent, tho still curious and creative human being.

most guys find me to be very easy to talk with, but i am different in that i don't play the typical social games most do and am usually also quite open and upfront. i've had a very different kind of life so far and still have no desire to conform really, so i like those who can appreciate that about me and who are courageously different as well. bob dylan has always made me laugh alot...he is a social activist without letting the masses turn him into an idol they can worship.
i love that about him.

honesty, respect, and integrity are important to me, but seem pretty rare to find these days, so many are just on the hustle now.
so i prefer to be with those who ponder metaphysical/spiritual realms. those who care alot, but can still laugh at it all too, about how seriously we all take all of this sometimes.
i'm fairly disillusioned about love at this point in my life so i'm not quite sure what i'm looking for. an enigma perhaps.

i love nature alot and want to be with those who care about the planet.
nature and cool/odd life experiences are super sensual as well as rejuvinating to my soul. love to hike, have great conversations, play music and paint paintings, love sex and eating yummy food, and i drink socially, but not to excess, tho once in a while, gettin' down in the dirt and groveling can be a humiliatingly cleansing experience.

i'm content by myself for the most part these days because most people don't understand me...most men see what they want to see, not who i really am.....it feels great when i meet someone who does......it would be great to meet a very cool guy because most of what i love to do is simply better with someone i feel some spark of excitment with.
:)
as much as i am a nature girl (and one who doesn't mind working hard and getting dirty), dressing up and hanging out in the city can be quite exilerating too ...there's so much diversity and interesting experiences to be had there.

after living in berkeley 17 years and having so many bizarro and fantastic experiences there, i now prefer natural highs, but because i still like the psychedelic and cosmic consciousness creative type headspaces, ...i'm 420 friendly in others, so long as they are creative and funny and kind hearted, i'm not into people who are mean or destructive or too burnt out.
i do however, have a very severe disliking for the drug meth and anyone who thinks it's cool or no big deal. (pretty sure i lost the last guy i loved very much to that nightmare shit)
to me, that drug is a super duper soul stealer and is completely contrary to all that i think and feel is important and sacred to life.

so...if you read this far...perhaps you can see already....i'm not very typical or what most consider to be "normal", but those who truely get who i am can see i am pretty cool and unique.

i can't help but see all the paradoxes in life now and on some level they feed my creative mind and soul...unless of course it all gets just way too damn dark! i'm not into living in hell...but then my definition of that is probably alot different than most others.

depends on the guy..and the situation....

i like new experiences...