artist at heart, though my intellect is rival to my spirit, i am one of the most passionate people i know, my power of will is one of great weight

everyone keeps asking me what im looking for, i finally decided to write some of it out and here it is

someone who can handle my energy, someone who can feel their soul, someone who isnt full of shit, or at least full of good shit, someone who can hold their own, someone who can speak their mind, intelligence is important, but feeling is everything, i love animals and plants, so not having respect for the rest of the life on this planet is a big **** you, someone who doesnt hate, whether it be themselves, their enemies, or especially their friends and people they say they love. looking for smiles, im tired of tears, tears of joy are well unless they require tears of pain . im a person of broad perspective, so im looking for someone who sees more than most people, feels more than most people, someone who is open to the universe outside of the human (or at least average human perspective) or is at least looking to be so and able and willing to do what it takes. i am full of love and passion, i am my heart. it takes a lot to piss me off but when i get there my anger is brutal and savage, i dont get angry for no reason, ive had enough bullsh*t to trust myself with my feelings.

i am not an easy person to love, there is alot to me, but i seem to be easy to fall in love with.

goals are to fulfill myself so i can help others, bring beauty and truth to the world.
i am unique because we are all unique...life is full of paradox, get used to it, though to be truthful, people usually consider me very strange, i am blunt and direct..and my perspectives sometimes seem to come from nowhere, if you are also connected to this "no where", which is the only somewhere.. there may be potential

i like all kinds of music, fan of tool/a perfect circle, like 90's alternative rock, can enjoy lamb of god, also like some rap and some country. jazz is nice if it makes me move...if the music can move me, i give it my movement

i do not play games, if you push me to a point where i have to play games, youre ****ed, im going to win. lol (i also have a strange sense of humor, but i love to laugh)

i havent had a lot of happiness in the last couple years, so like i said, im looking for smiles

if youre still reading this and actually understand what im saying, or are at least intrigued enough to want clarification, please, message me

look you in the eyes, see what youre made of, laughing is good