Well, like most I find this mundane. Honestly I run cold at times and don't feel like putting any effort into this, however I think I am ready to try to lighten up a bit and find someone to laugh with. I am not sure how much of myself I am willing or able to share yet. I tend to run on the dark side of things in my thoughts. Ideally, I am looking for someone to be monogamous with. But also a "stay straight, no bull, take it as it goes, no pressure" kinda thing. Someone close to my own age would probably be best.

I tend to think metaphorically, most people will not understand me. I am just your simple factory girl. I am a mother of 2 and also work swing shifts, so sometimes time is scarce. Nothing too exciting here, I am easily amused.

However, we all have our differences that make us unique. as for me, I am more agressive in how I think, in the music that I listen to, in what I feel. I have many modes, most are withheld. My latest fetish is piercings, lol, I have more than most but less than some ;) I have that mild freak side that is yet to be fully explored. I do run typical to other females in that I am more turned on by a mental spark. Lust, for me, involves being intrigued.

I am listed on here as "dating", that is because I am not in a hurry. I am not going to settle for whatever is convenient. I would love a long term relationship, but it has to be with someone I can be myself around, unrestrained. And of course vice versa. I am a mother and full time worker, that always comes first, but I am also "that pierced metal chick." I would love to find someone to go to concerts with, but also someone to have fun with just hanging around, amusing each other at home :)

***My favorite song would be a clue to to my general mindset.....Descend the Shades of Night from Machine Head.***


Just a few of my fave Henry Rollins quotes....

"Scar tissue is stronger than muscle tissue-you're turning me into scar tissue-I don't know if I should thank you or myself."

"The best revenge is to survive yourself."

"I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe in various degrees of hatred, paranoia, and abandonment. However much of that gets heaped upon you doesn't matter - it's only a matter of how much you can take and what it does to you."

"I think about the meaning of pain. Pain is personal. It really belongs to the one feeling it. Probably the only thing that is your own. I like mine."

Apparently I need to edit this. By freak I do NOT mean I am interested in a 3some.