I am a full time mother of two..one boy and one girl.Stay busy with work,going to school and embracing those tender moments with my kids as they grow.I have learned how to slow down and embrace all the simple things in life and have learned to value those moments the most.
I am kind but not weak...never to compromise my true self to gain the affection of others...just want to be myself...stay true to who I am.
I like all types of music,especially listening to my favorite blues artists...I enjoy a good read...philosophy,religion,all types of poetry....
Connecting with a kindred spirit and making a kewl friend along the way is a good start..wouldn't ya say?
I spend a lot of time reading and writing in the poetry forums on here but I always try to remember to click over and check mail.But I should add,my IM function on this site does not work/
Good luck in your search and,oh yeah...there's already enough confusion in the world,so just be yourself,
wrote something new/thought I would add on
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Paint me if you must...
as just another delusional fool
as this trembling ink
floods the page in harmonious prose....
And what one may deem as 'madness,'
another deems as an absolute joy,
So paint me if you must, but with every color of the rainbow
extracting
purifying
heaven's kiss descending as you go.....
And if you must paint me,
then paint all of me...
With melancholic drops that trickle down the pen
stenciled in
absorbing the grey tones of my heart;
a place where inspiration may even sometimes get lost
within the bondage and constraints placed on that vital part....
So if you feel you must paint me,
you must paint 'all' of me....
I like to lay my thoughts and words down in the poetry forums...helps me breathe in deeper!
Smile a little smile
dream a little dream
stand on this mountain top
be the wind with me....
When the night falls,
let the moon whisper it's secrets of the dark,
in the dark...awaiting a new dawn....
Dance with me....
dance in the the rain
knowing the only shelter you need
is me...holding you in my heart...
And as he paints us a rainbow
after the rain,
it is just to remind us the spirit never forgets...
to remind us
nor should we,
as we go
dancing with our hearts
together
embraced as one
And with a rush of yearning
to embrace a single moment and make it last....
To let the world go on without us,
for in this moment,
a new memory to hold fast....
So stay and I'll hold you like a lover should,
just sit with me awhile.
You've already touched from a distance,
I just want to feel your smile......
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Abstract/
Twice upon a time....
Twice upon a time
somewhere
between the twilight and the dawn
standing in the rain
trying to melt the world and all it's madness away
while standing in rain
a final awaiting
as if one were watching for
the sun(son)to appear.....
And as the" mind" reflects back to his youth,
this distant memory that never was,
he finds himself in the present...
twice upon a time
somewhere
between the twilight and the dawn
standing in the rain
with a desire
once again
wishing the world would stop stealing time....
And ah yes, the melancholy
as one tries to keep on the path of truth,
while refusing the strong delusions sent
that forces others to live a lie....
Then suddenly twice upon a time
somewhere
between the twilight and the dawn
while standing in the rain,
he finds the calmness of a shade tree
calling
slowing him down,
and once again, he is able to embrace the motion
as the world and all it's madness passes him by........
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Abstract/thoughts at play
I thought of him again today
I watched as the child played alone.
Her own imagination had become her best friend.
Then my own thoughts of a temporary place,
followed by a clouded vision of a distant face again.
A smoke filled cloud,
isolated fog,
never allowing me to clearly see his face,
yet from this same distance........
I feel his touch in every way.
My burning fervor,
untamed passions,
he is able to hold captive,....only to set my mind and body free.
No longer unreachable it seems,
this special place..................................I never want to leave.
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I thought of him again today............
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